Masks Of Yellow
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Last published Thu, Jan 14, 2021
"Yellow is the one color I can always go back to, whether the emotions I feel are genuine, or fake."
This story follows Sugawara Koushi's POV as a new, inside look on undiagnosed mental illnesses that blossoms into a story about what really goes on inside Karasuno's Mom's head.
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