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Safe

imjustexisting16

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Time 3h 4m

Reads 11,911
Votes 180
Parts 22
Time 3h 4m

imjustexisting16

Mature

drama fanfiction fictionalcharacters forever harry harrystyles mature sty teenfiction teenwriter

Tw: sexual assault/ abuse 

"Fuck you." My eyes betray me and start spilling, stop crying you idiot. He must think I'm pathetic. "I was perfectly fine before you. You know that?" I lie. "You know what I'm glad you made up your mind. Did us both a favor-" I say as I grab the handle of the car door. His hands grab at my arm and pulls me back in. His other hand forces me to face him as his lips crashed into mines. Before I can protest, my mouth moves with his, as if it were instinct.  The familiar taste of mint spreads through my mouth as his tongue brushes on mine. He kisses me aggressively and I move with him just as strongly. 

No, we cant just- not after he just- 

"I- I can't.." my words stumbles as I pull away, his hand still resting on my face as he pulls it back to his. He leans his forehead on mine as he uses his thumb to wipe the tears away from my cheek. 

"I- I love you Katerina. You make me feel so sa- safe." he fumbles, his words so soft, it's as if I imagined it. 




yes this is a harry styles fan fiction.. Anna Todd had inspired me, and this is a story from when I was 12.  I think I can make it better. Im in high school so im gonna see if I can update like 2-3 times a week.All Rights Reserved

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