I thought about cutting again

This story is not a self help book, not a happy story and definitely not a self love book. These are going to be documents of if I cut, where I cut, why I cut and if I didn't cut. You don't have to read this and you don't have to put some sappy stuff about how I'll get better and I'll start to love myself. It won't happen, there is nothing to love in my case. I will only update this when I have the urge to cut or when I cut.