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angels journal

LETTURE 890
Voti 68
Parti 7
Tempo 1h 1m

LETTURE 890
Voti 68
Parti 7
Tempo 1h 1m

TW: probable mention of sh and ed 

i'll lyk the first time and from then on i'll put a symbol at the beginning and end so you know when to skip 

i'm trying to get back into writing, but it'll be on my phone since i don't have a laptop anymore. 

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"i'm so in love with you" he sighed as i began  walking away. 

"..what?" immediately his voice kept replaying over and over in my head. my thoughts were going a mile a minute but blank at the same time. i was surprised and thankful i could even choke out a single word. my mouth went dry and i froze in place, too scared to turn around. 

"i know we promised to each other that we wouldn't do anything to complicate or ruin our friendship but.." he took a moment to pause, taking a deep breath and walking around so he was now facing me. he closed his eyes and furrowed his eyebrows as if he was trying to decipher if he wanted to say what was coming next. then he took another deep breath and focused his gaze on my dark eyes, "but i don't think i could sit back for a lifetime and watch you love someone else.."Tutti i diritti riservati

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