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Parts 7
Time 1h 1m

TW: probable mention of sh and ed 

i'll lyk the first time and from then on i'll put a symbol at the beginning and end so you know when to skip 

i'm trying to get back into writing, but it'll be on my phone since i don't have a laptop anymore. 

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"i'm so in love with you" he sighed as i began  walking away. 

"..what?" immediately his voice kept replaying over and over in my head. my thoughts were going a mile a minute but blank at the same time. i was surprised and thankful i could even choke out a single word. my mouth went dry and i froze in place, too scared to turn around. 

"i know we promised to each other that we wouldn't do anything to complicate or ruin our friendship but.." he took a moment to pause, taking a deep breath and walking around so he was now facing me. he closed his eyes and furrowed his eyebrows as if he was trying to decipher if he wanted to say what was coming next. then he took another deep breath and focused his gaze on my dark eyes, "but i don't think i could sit back for a lifetime and watch you love someone else.."All Rights Reserved

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The Fulfillment by oned_coolR9

I looked at Harry. He was staring at the cut with several emotions which I couldn't decipher since they were fleeting, until he glanced at me and my heart felt like cracking. He was tearing up, his fists clenched in his lap, his shoulders sagged as if carrying a burden while his face held deep sorrow and confusion. I couldn't help but tear up myself. I opened my mouth as my eyes locked with his. "I'm no angel Harry." I whispered. ... Will Emily and Harry get back together or will fate have other things planned for them? Will they be able to overcome their past and get their happily ever after? [ Sequel to...."The Commitment" ] Highest ranking: #5 in harryfic #3 in harrystylesfic Updates every Saturdays.

Hollow (Harry Styles) #Wattys2016 by Krystal_Grace

I cupped her face in my hands, rubbing my thumbs in circles over her cheeks. She was having trouble finding words to describe what she felt, and I could relate. I loved her more than words could describe and telling her I loved her was almost an insult to my true feelings for her. My heart ached at just the thought of her not being with me. I honestly don't know what I would have done with myself if I had never went to that stupid party and met her. But, I have a feeling, we would have found each other, eventually. This love's too strong to ignore forever. Both of us had pieces of us missing, that neither of us were aware of until we met. We were like two puzzle pieces that finally connected. "I love you," I whispered, leaning my forehead against hers. "I love you more," she replied in a small whisper, her hand reaching up to caress my cheek while the other rested on my thigh. I shook my head, annoyed and charmed by the audacity she had to think that she could possibly love me more. "I love you most," I persisted, causing her head to moved away from mine as she looked into my eyes. "Always?" She questioned, her eyes unreadable for a moment before a flash of fear passed through. "Forever," I assured her and meaning it. We could live an entire lifetime or for eternity, and my love for her would never fade. It would only grow. There was nothing in this world that would ever change the way I loved her. My, Katarina.

Survive [Larry Stylinson] by zeldadirection

"Louis. You're my guardian angel. You saved my life." I say shakily. My voice is unstable and I can't even recognize it anymore. I squeeze his soft warm hand. His eyes scan every inch of my face before gently pushing my curls back. He shakes his head blankly. Unable to pull his stare away from my lips. "No Harry." He says. "You saved mine." ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° After the sudden death of Harrys sister, Gemma, he finds himself on the top of a building in New York. Him, his mom and his horrible stepdad had lived there for the past year. The torture of his depression and recent loss caused Harry to run away from home. His plan was to commit suicide, but as he was standing on the edge of the rooftop a blue eyed guy rescued him. Louis Tomlinson. Harry then refused to return home so Louis offered him shelter. Let's just say that it sure doesn't take long for Harry to fall in love with this stranger that he's now sharing an apartment with. How would Harry have known that this boy would not only save his life, but change it forever? ~All you need to do is survive~

Brushed With Fame (major editing to come) by Arigonthecreator

It all started at a meet and greet, When Emily gives Liam her phone to take a picture of the two of them. When he has it in his hands, he takes the opportunity to put his number in her phone. What happens when he wants to get to know what's under her shyness? What happens when Emily is Brushed With Fame? Preview: "You want to know my favorite quote of all time?" She asked looking from the sky to me. Propping my arm up and turn to her, I nodded. She looked back up at the sky and closed her eyes. "'We except the love we think we deserve.' The reason I like it so much is because it describes why everyone falls in love with someone that doesn't deserve to have their love. I guess it's just a human nature thing." She said with a shrug. I smiled at her. "What are you afraid of the most?" I asked her. She opened her eyes and looked at me. "I guess I would be most afraid of rejection. I have always been rejected when it comes to guys and I never knew why. I eventually stopped trying and just started to focus more on my college degree. If a guy comes to me then I will let what happens happen." She said confidently. *Warning*- there are acts of weirdness, random cheesiness, and lot's of random things

DEFENCE // LARRY STYLINSON // LOUIS TOMLINSON by louissfallenangel

"No, no. No talking little bug, this is the part where you listen" he cuts me off before I can finish. I'm disappointed in myself for complying to his orders. I told myself when I left him that I wouldn't let him control me like this anymore. But here I am, pinned to the bathroom wall, with his hand securely fastened around my now throbbing erection, feeling my body surrender to Harry's commands. Louis and Harry have a toxic relationship, one that no matter how many times Louis tries to leave, he finds himself back and falling surrender to Harry. It isn't that he doesn't love the dominance that Harry holds when they are together, its the fact that he only feels like he knows half of his life. Harry, always a complex, dark character, holds so many secrets that he doesn't even know how to explain or understand himself. But what he does know, is that his love for Louis is something he can never lose, he knows that the day Louis decides he doesn't want him anymore, there will be no reasons left to live. Just how far will Harry go to protect his secret life, in order to keep his relationship safe, knowing that every secret is slowly tearing them apart.

crumble | h.s by ulookuglytodaysis

{completed} "I want to go home." I plead. "Do you? Because Lydia, I will take you home myself if that's what you want." He says lowly. I knit my brows together in confusion. He takes another step toward me. "But, don't you remember? There's people out there, Lydia." He steps right up to me and tucks a piece of my hair behind my ear. "People who want to hurt you." he continues. I feel tears well up in my eyes as I let out a sharp exhale. Harry leans down so that his lips are right next to my ear and I tremble in pure terror. "And this time..." I feel him speak against my ear. "I won't be there to save you." he whispers darkly. -- ~crumble ; verb -to break apart into small fragments especially over a period of time due to deterioration. ~ loving him meant risking everything. he was trouble and she knew it... but it was so hard to stay away. Harry Styles is a criminal. He has criminal friends and lives a criminal lifestyle. Lydia White has been a good girl her whole life. A twist of fate causes the two of them to meet. Lydia falls for Harry but soon discovers who he is. Now, he has enemies out to get him...and her.

Whispers >> Ziall Horlik ✔ by LouuxHazz

"Just kill them already,all they are gonna do is take him away from you and you are gonna be alone" "No, Go away" "Kill them use your powers show them who they are messing with, c'mon a simple slit in the throat wont do anything" "M-Maybe" ---------------------- Niall and zayn have been bestfriends from the moment they have been born (Or are they ?) one day they woke up in a weird home in the middle of the woods with 3 other strangers that are liam,louis and harry, they tried to get away but they cant, things started happening in the home, they believe that the home is haunted and they are trapped but what happens when zayn remember something would that change everything ? would they know what is happening ? or WHO is doing it ?! would that help them escape ?? {PS.there is some cute Larry fluff :)))}

Just can't let her go {Punk Louis Tomlinson fanfic} by weisdirectioners

"Why do you keep pretending you're afraid of me?" He hissed, obvious anger in his eyes. "Because Louis; if I'm not afraid of you I'll end up loving you!" I shouted. "And that means I'll get hurt...because that's just the way you are!" I said, hoping he would correct me. "You're right." He said simply after a long pause. "You're right." She was new; he was jaded. She was oblivious; he knew all too well. She was innocent; he was everything but. And anyone who looked at the two would know just how wrong they were together. Yet there was no denying the obvious fire that seemed to heat every time they were near each other. This isn't the typical "boy loves girl- they fall in love" etc. etc. This is about heart wrenching confessions, breath taking encounters, love shattering secrets,and two people who so desperately want to know just what love is.

Tough Love by rikkirocks

Emma Samuels moved to Holmes Chapel in Cheshire from Buffalo New York three years ago. She's been dealing with social anxiety her whole life but thanks to a certain green eyed, curly haired idiot named Harry Styles it's only gotten worse. Harry and his friends, Niall, Liam, Louis and Zayn have bullied her ever since she moved there. Everyday he teases her, and treats her like dirt and she hates it. All because she's a bit over weight, and her anxiety disorder. One day, Harry makes a bet with his friends that he can make Emma fall in love with him by the end of the year and when he does, he'll break her for good. But what happens when a connection grows, and Harry realizes that he and Emma aren't as different as he thought. Will Harry fall for Emma, or will he crush her once and for all. "I don't get it Harry. You've hated me for three years. Hell you hated me eight hours ago, what changed" I said just above a whisper. He grabbed my arm and spun me around and pinned me against the wall. His chest was against my back, I could hear him breathing heavily down my neck. I squeezed my eyes shut waiting for him to slam my head against the wall but I felt his lips pressed to my ear instead. "Maybe I realized something" he whispered in a low raspy voice. "w-what" I said trying to be strong but failing miserably. "I have strong feelings for you Emma. I always thought they were negative but" he spun me around and put one hand on my hip and the other on my shoulder and slammed me into the wall forcefully "But now, now I'm not so sure" TRIGGER WARNING: book contains foul language, abuse, talk of self harm and signs of severe anxiety. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!! ALL RIGHTS RESERVED

The Dream That Lasted Forever (A Harry Styles FanFic) *Complete* by HaiItsEl

Like any serious love stories, most end in happiness. El thought she was in love. She had the perfect life: She was dating Harry Styles, from the famous boy band, One direction. Her best friend was Liam Payne. She never thought about leaving until what happened that one night. She left, never turning back. That's when she reconnects with Connor. Things went from good to bad, bad to worse. When Harry comes back into her life suddenly and they fall madly in love again. So it seems. *** This story is an extreme trigger warning book, it has thoughts of suicide, abuse, self harm, and much more. I do not advise anyone to read this story if they do not like this stuff. As a suffer from a mental disease, if anyone every needs to talk, don't be afraid to stop by my inbox if you need to talk. I'll be here for each and every one of you guys, I promise. I know how much a person you can confide in truly helps. I promise we will get through this together.

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The Fulfillment cover

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Brushed With Fame (major editing to come) cover

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crumble | h.s cover

Whispers >> Ziall Horlik ✔ cover

Just can't let her go {Punk Louis Tomlinson fanfic} cover

Tough Love cover

The Dream That Lasted Forever (A Harry Styles FanFic) *Complete* cover

The Fulfillment

I looked at Harry. He was staring at the cut with several emotions which I couldn't decipher since they were fleeting, until he glanced at me and my heart felt like cracking. He was tearing up, his fists clenched in his lap, his shoulders sagged as if carrying a burden while his face held deep sorrow and confusion. I couldn't help but tear up myself. I opened my mouth as my eyes locked with his. "I'm no angel Harry." I whispered. ... Will Emily and Harry get back together or will fate have other things planned for them? Will they be able to overcome their past and get their happily ever after? [ Sequel to...."The Commitment" ] Highest ranking: #5 in harryfic #3 in harrystylesfic Updates every Saturdays.