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angels journal

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Reads 890
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Parts 7
Time 1h 1m

TW: probable mention of sh and ed 

i'll lyk the first time and from then on i'll put a symbol at the beginning and end so you know when to skip 

i'm trying to get back into writing, but it'll be on my phone since i don't have a laptop anymore. 

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"i'm so in love with you" he sighed as i began  walking away. 

"..what?" immediately his voice kept replaying over and over in my head. my thoughts were going a mile a minute but blank at the same time. i was surprised and thankful i could even choke out a single word. my mouth went dry and i froze in place, too scared to turn around. 

"i know we promised to each other that we wouldn't do anything to complicate or ruin our friendship but.." he took a moment to pause, taking a deep breath and walking around so he was now facing me. he closed his eyes and furrowed his eyebrows as if he was trying to decipher if he wanted to say what was coming next. then he took another deep breath and focused his gaze on my dark eyes, "but i don't think i could sit back for a lifetime and watch you love someone else.."All Rights Reserved

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With Your Love by heyitshusna

******READ A BIT OF MY LATEST CHAPTER TO SEE HOW MUCH MY WRITING HAS IMPROVED LIKE HONEST ITS SO CRINGEY I CANT****** Falling in love with your best friend seemed too cliche for my liking, so me and my best friend always knew we weren't going to do just that. However, life is so unexpected and before I knew it, I had a brain tumor, was stripped of my old life and given a new one. A life without my best friend, Niall Horan. I left the X Factor, where I had made it up to bootcamp, but it didn't matter. My dreams were crushed, there was no hope. I never did tell Niall, about my brain tumor and just cut contact with him. He didn't need to worry about me. What I didn't realize is that Faith also comes into play and well Faith does whatever the hell it wants. So next thing I know, here I am, reunited with my best friend. My brain tumor is gone, and I have my best friend back. It's times like these where I realize it's just a little too good to be true. And it is. Slowly, without even meaning to, I start falling for the boy who was none other then my best friend. Everyone knows falling in love with someone you simply cannot have is a nightmare, and I feel as though this nightmare will just never end.

The Dream That Lasted Forever (A Harry Styles FanFic) *Complete* by HaiItsEl

Like any serious love stories, most end in happiness. El thought she was in love. She had the perfect life: She was dating Harry Styles, from the famous boy band, One direction. Her best friend was Liam Payne. She never thought about leaving until what happened that one night. She left, never turning back. That's when she reconnects with Connor. Things went from good to bad, bad to worse. When Harry comes back into her life suddenly and they fall madly in love again. So it seems. *** This story is an extreme trigger warning book, it has thoughts of suicide, abuse, self harm, and much more. I do not advise anyone to read this story if they do not like this stuff. As a suffer from a mental disease, if anyone every needs to talk, don't be afraid to stop by my inbox if you need to talk. I'll be here for each and every one of you guys, I promise. I know how much a person you can confide in truly helps. I promise we will get through this together.

TORN (A Niall Horan Fan Fiction) by BrittanyJanae

"Niall why are you crying? I know-" "Lia I'm sorry okay. That whole scene I caused was so stupid and I just want you to forgive me. But Lia honestly....I love you" Niall interrupted me and I was just frozen. "Niall I'm with Drew" Was all I could say. Harry went back into the restaurant and I just felt horrible. Niall has feelings for me. Why me? I have to admit that I love him too. I love his beautiful blue eyes. I love his cheekiness. I love his Irish accent. I love the way he holds me close. I-I love him. "Yea I figured that you would say that. I just wish that you would realize that you deserve better." Niall sighed and stood up from his spot. "Niall" I called him as I stood up and followed him. "Yea?" Niall stopped and turned around waiting for me to catch up with him."Kiss me because Niall I.....I love you too" I looked into Niall's eyes and one more tear slipped down his face. "Come here" Niall said pulling me close and smashing his lips into mine. God it felt so good. His kiss...felt so passionate and loving. Not addictive like Drew's kiss but Niall's kiss felt so...... right. "Will you please be my girlfriend Lia? I wanna make you happy and I know that right now with Drew, you're not happy. Lia let me make you happy again like you were when I met you for the first time." Niall said with his lips just an inch away from mine.

Just Friends by trisxstyles

[I wrote this when I was 13 I'm so sorry] "I'd rather watch him love somebody else, cry every night, and take the pain. Than live a life knowing I lost my best friend because I fell in love with him." Torn by the distance. The lack of communication made it even worse for them. There were broken promises and broken trust. But when you think you're already starting to move on from the complicated relationship, he suddenly comes back to your life, bringing in 5 more people with him. His mates, and his new girlfriend. Everything started with being JUST FRIENDS.

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