So, honestly this was just supposed to be a journal entry for myself to see what i felt and i realized that im not the only one out there struggling, This is a message to all the people out there that need that reassurance in life. This is a just a piece of mind, When i was depressed i pushed everyone away and no one around to talk nor get that hug i needed, and i know that there are people who feel the same, and that is what this is for, im still fighting, so i choose to not reveal myself due to being judged or critized, but honestly this is for the people out there fighting.