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Saving Her [n.h]

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Time 1h 21m

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"People can be so narrow-minded. All you need to do is put on a fake smile and they think everything's okay."

Tasia has recovered. She drowned her demons and escaped the darkness growing inside of her. She's been recovered for nearly a year and she wishes it'll stay that way. 

She hopes that moving back to England will help with her fresh start, but old memories and new people cut new wounds and threaten to pull her back into the darkness. Tasia's afraid of the inevitable - that one day she'll break and she won't be fixed. 

Even though she doesn't know it, Tasia has people around her that are armed with glue, people who are determined to piece her back together, no matter what the cost. 

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WARNING: THIS STORY CONTAINS SCENES OF GRAPHIC SELF HARM AND DEALS WITH DEPRESSION, ANXIETY AND SUICIDE/SUICIDAL THOUGHTS. PLEASE DON'T READ THIS IF IT COULD BE TRIGGERING FOR YOU.

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