The Poet & Late Nights
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Devam ediyor, İlk yayınlanma Oca 17, 2021
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Is it late at night, or is it early in the day?
My mind wanders and my fingers type away.

NOTE: For aesthetic purposes, I recommend reading with default theme mode. ^^ Dark is fine too if you wanna just read, plus the pictures will still be visible too!

Artist Credit: All images drawn by me, including the cover!

(Trigger warning: depression, self harm, sexual assault/abuse, ect.)

(Disclaimer: Some of these don't neccessarily relate directly to my life and/or experiences. They are just things that comes to my mind when I'm up late at night feeling like something's not right.)
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AquaediusAiyoka tarafından yazılmış LATE NIGHTS IN TOKYO (UNPOLISHED VERSION)  adlı hikaye
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***UNPOLISHED*** ***PLEASE READ IF YOU ARE GOING TO READ THIS*** EVERYTHING WORD IS LITERALLY STRAIGHT FROM MY ICLOUD NOTES 💀😂 IT IS NOT EDITED "Late nights in Tokyo is cluster of information from me myself" "Describing my ways" "My emotions" "My thoughts" "In my own personal way..." "ON god i cant stand me dealing with these thoughts because sometimes it gets to me other times i successfully get them outta my head... i dont need to be thinking anythng like this for real...i need someone to save me you feel me...because like i said it isnt healthly to just sit here and feel like this...i gotta find good in the bad and most of the time it is...I wanna help so many people as i can and tell them this is the way...i wanna be peoples light..its sounds dumb but i know how to feel and i gotta get all this hate and dark feelings out" "I made this because I always wanted to keep track of my thoughts and feelings and maybe this will passed on to someone who wants to understand me..." "In a beautiful different city like Tokyo" 1/30/19 "The only person that can save me is myself. I shouldn't depend on nobody else on such deep personal feelings" "Late Nights In Tokyo, The "Late Nights" could mean myself or my feelings, thoughts, mindset, and all in general how I perceive things. Same thing with "Tokyo" I could be in my head overthinking or expressing my emotions flexing my own beauty. Hence why calling Tokyo a beautiful city. My thoughts and etc (Late Nights) are within myself (Tokyo) "Late Nights in Tokyo". Goes without saying, everyone's own way of thinking it's unique and different...everyone has their own beauty". "Scattered thoughts and emotions just written down from an emotional teenage boy, trying to figure himself out". Enjoy 3/29/20 December 20, 2016 (first created) October 11, 2019 (finished)
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Before; After cover
night time poetry cover
Trapped in my own head cover
Something Mending -- VOL 1 cover
Silent Whispers of Dysphoria  cover
LATE NIGHTS IN TOKYO (UNPOLISHED VERSION)  cover
Coherence cover
Metamorphasize cover
paracosm-delusional nightmares cover
Dark Poetry cover

Before; After

23 Bölüm Tamamlanmış Hikaye

I'm posting this looking for some feedback. Any constructive criticism will be greatly appreciated. Writing has always provided me with solace, by helping me to sort through and frame my emotional experience. During one of the more difficult times in my life--recognizing a toxic marriage and leaving--I used writing to understand what was happening. The poems, short stories, and essays here reflect my fragmented journey toward mental health. Works of art, they are not. However, I hope they can help others with their own journeys, even if only to provide comfort in knowing that they are not alone. Trigger Warning: The following includes depictions of suicidal thoughts, depression, and anxiety.