Chasing one's own Death

You can't dictate your heart to love or unloved someone. But you have all the power to stop yourself, your heart, specifically from bleeding. Choosing to stab your heart million times is your choice.

They say love is about sacrifice. It is always about what you can give coz that person deserves everything. But do you ever ask yourself "How about me? Am I not deserving to even get something?"
You love her and I love you. With or without her it will always be her. When it will be me, then?