Oblivion // Samifer AU : Fem!Sam - hiatus -
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Sam is new to West Monroe High School. It's supposed to be a fresh start. No drugs, no alcohol, her father had promised her. No more abuse. This wasn't the first time she had heard those words, and they won't be the last. She starts high sch
ool with her brother Dean, who is a year ahead, and is unaware of the abuse her father gives her. When Lucifer, the town bad boy, is assigned to show her around school, she finds herself falling, and falling hard. Little does she know, the same thing is happening to him. When her father is sent to prison, things seem to be looking up for the youngest Winchester. Maybe it wasn't such a bad thing to meet Lucifer. He could protect her, save her from her father. Until the night in the alley, and Lucifer is at risk of fading into oblivion...
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Warning: May contain abuse, self harm, suicidal thoughts, and sexual assault.
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