Eternal Emptiness (Blue Exorcist)
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Last published Sat, Jan 30, 2021
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Rin wasn't quite sure when he stopped eating...he doesn't remember alot these days....
all he knows is that it happened and he doesn't want to stop.
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this is a self indulgent vent fic.
( ⚠️trigger warning ⚠️)
•self harm
•depression
•anorexia
•bulimia
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