I Thought I Had It All But I Figured Out I Don't

One Day I Had My Family Then Nothing ,No Annoying Little Brother,
,No Bratty Sister, No Parents Telling Me What To Do With My Life,
For Some Reason I Miss It
But There Gone And I Can Not Do Anything About It
And I Only Have One Option....
But My Mom Always Told Me It Was The Worst Way To Go
She Said " If Anything Bad Ever Happened And It Came To That Option DON'T DO IT"
I Should Have Listened To Her