(this is my first fanfic! please go easy) tw: suicidal thoughts, possible scars (s/h) it's cold and snowy... shuichi and kaede's fingers intertwine as the two love birds blush brightly. if only shuichi knew how she felt for him...if only she knew...what was happening. how could she know how terrible he felt all the time. that girl...was the only reason...he could keep going. he could never express how much he loved her without possibly hurting her. it was so stupid to him. as the snowflakes caught in her hair she giggled. he looked at her as tears pricked at his eyes. she really was special.