For now (a destiel fanfic)

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what happens when Dean Winchester realizes he's in love with his best friend Castiel? will their relationship be perfect or will it crash and burn? Will the Winchester curse of bad luck finally break? (Not an AU)All Rights Reserved

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What would you do if your best friend/lover died? Castiel couldn't live without him, he was sad, depressed, anxious, he couldn't eat or sleep, since the day DW died he couldn't get out of bed, until one day, he met someone who was going to change his life forever. What will Dean Winchester do? Will he fall and leave everything behind or will he run away again? What if life doesn't want them together? Or something greater? -I don't own any of the characters, just the story.

Castiel has moved university's, it is his first time in this university. Cas has many fears, one of them being social interaction. He meets an amazing young boy called Dean Winchester who has many problems as well as Castiel. Will he go to heaven or hell?

That one night (Destiel-highschool) by Hunter_Gloria

-FINISHED- Cas and Dean met at a party and slept together. Only one problem: Cas isn' t gay. Dean came out in 7th grade and Sam couldn't be more proud. When Dean begins to date a guy to get over Cas he didn't know how close this guy was to Cas. And Cas struggles when he was beginning to doubt his sexuality. Background Sabriel: Sam sees Gabriel walk around town and a crush began, even though the 3 years difference. Okay, hi. I suck at making these discriptions, sorry. I started this story on instagram, the parts are too short for 1 chapter so 3 parts are 1 chapter. Enjoy this is my first fanfic ever so please don't hate (Warning: Some self harm and self acceptence problems ) (I didn't make the art. credit goes to the owner. I don't own any of the supernatural characters)

Cas and Dean are seniors in high school and they've been best friends since they were five years old. They know everything about one another, or so Dean thought. The one thing he didn't know was that Cas was gay. The other he didn't know was that Cas was completely and totally in love with him. Oblivious, Dean launches into a new relationship with a girl he meets at the mall one afternoon, and it tears Cas apart seeing Dean with her, especially when it looks like for the first time in his life, Dean is getting serious about a girl. Charlie, being the good friend she is throws a party and invites Cas. There's an interesting guy there that catches Cas' eye. Sweet fluff ensues, and it's soon after that Dean learns Cas' biggest secret. He is also faced with emotions he has never felt before, especially in regards to Cas. He finds himself jealous and angry when he sees Cas with Luke, and at his brother's suggestion he decides to confront his true feelings for his best friend, and tell him how he really feels. There is a lot of pain and heartache in the beginning for Cas, but I swear it ends on a good note. I hope you all enjoy!

My Bloody Valentine by JacktheNephilimsDad

Castiel Novak has social anxiety. His best friend, Hannah, helps him through it. Recently, a last name appeared on his wrist. Everyone got one, yet he still didn't expect it to be someone he didn't know. He finds a dorm in his college, having a roommate that he was terrified to talk to. Sam Winchester, who he presumed as his soulmate, absolutely terrified him. (There's also Sabriel in here (:) I recommend you don't read this if you need the 'TW!!", there's a lot of it spread throughout, too commonly for me to put those constantly. Warnings here: smut, abuse, suicide, murder

I want to live. I want to love. I think I am ready. by FirebreathingReader

Dean Winchester is finally free and can finally live his own life. Write his own story. And yet, he is nowhere near being happy. On the contrary, he is feeling worse than he has ever felt before. Learning that the one thing that Dean has dreamed about for years, the one thing that could make him truly happy, was always within reach for him - has left him more broken than he has ever been before. The moment he learned this, was both the happiest moment in his life. But also the most heartbreaking. Dean's one wish in life has always been to be loved back the way he loves his family. Being loved back the same way he has loved Castiel for the last decade. And now he can have that. He can have Cas. He only needs to save his angel first. * * * * * * Season 15 fix it fanfic (in which the cursed finale doesn't exist at all). [I do not own any of the main characters] words: 40k AN: Can also be found on ao3 under the same username: @/FirebreathingReader. (please excuse the shitty cover, I can't edit shit if my life depended on it, but please don't repost) (*English is not my first language, so I apologize for any typos*)

Schizo||Destiel||#Wattys2017|| by foblvr

Dean Winchester. Shy, sweet kid next door kind of person. He was never the aggressive type. And Cas never knew why The boys had been the best of friends ever since Dean moved there in gradeschool. That is, until about a year ago, when Dean and Cas began high school. Thats when dean became distant, and Cas began to worry. He began to worry about Dean. Dean still treated Cas like his best friend, he treated Cas like the only person on the planet, and that was the saddest, hardest part. [WARNING]: Mentions of mental illness, death, and maybe some mature content. Do not read if easily triggered.

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Drunk On You || punk!cas jock!dean by wingsandhunters

Castiel and Dean have grown up together since they were four years old. Now the two have become completely different from one another, one being a punk and the other a jock. Yet nothing stops the two from being the best of friends. When a drunken night in a camping tent turns their whole relationship upside down, will their friendship survive? [FURTHER DESCRIPTION IN FIRST PART]

Little spoilers to the 14th season (nothing major). Sorry for grammar mistakes, but English isn't my first language and this my first work. This whole fic was written at the beginning of December 2018. I had a lot on my head and then I lost my notebook where the story was written. Sorry to those who waited. After Dean had said yes to Michael and fighting with him to leave he had a lot of Time to think about everything. Yet all his thoughts lead him to Castiel. What will happen when Dean discovered his feelings to Angel? Does Cas feel this way towards Dean? Where will this lead? In later chapter smut (there will be a warning).

Move on (Destiel)

What would you do if your best friend/lover died? Castiel couldn't live without him, he was sad, depressed, anxious, he couldn't eat or sleep, since the day DW died he couldn't get out of bed, until one day, he met someone who was going to change his life forever. What will Dean Winchester do? Will he fall and leave everything behind or will he run away again? What if life doesn't want them together? Or something greater? -I don't own any of the characters, just the story.

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