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To Be Without

rainbowlover9695

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Parts 9
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Reads 190
Votes 20
Parts 9
Time 28m

rainbowlover9695

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To be okay is to be broken, to be loved it to be feared, and to shed a tear is to be weak, I was always taught that weakness makes you Vulnerable, to show that you are weak always makes you weaker. My name is Harry Potter I'm the Golden boy the boy who apparently lived and I'm gay no one knows about it, because being gay means you are weak means you are Worthless. I never felt love or never gave love, love is nothing to me....or so I thoughtAll Rights Reserved

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All I Ever Wanted Was the World by matoyo

!!!!! ALTERED CHAPTERS !!!!! "Have you any idea what it's like?" There were tears in Harry's eyes and it was suddenly like he couldn't control it anymore. Draco felt his stomach clench and he wasn't sure what to do. He wanted to hurt Potter ; so, wasn't this the way to go?... "I think," The raven haired male took a shaky breath, not waiting for a response as his emerald eyes glistened with the threatening tears , "I hate you Draco Malfoy...I hate you so much " In which Harry somehow evades capture and manages to mess with the past without seeking it. #164 in lgbtlove #122 in dracoxharry #6 in tomxharry #91 in tomarry

Teddy (MxM / lgbtq+) by notbackingdown

Everything he did was for me. And everything I did was for him. I broke his heart. A heart I cherished. A heart he entrusted me with. A heart he loved me with. This was the last place I thought I'd see him. This was the last way I thought we'd meet again. I don't think I can walk away a second time. %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% Important My books are written explicitly for a MATURE AUDIENCE 18 YEARS AND OLDER. There will be some instances/scenes/suggestions of sexual acts, crude language and will portray gay relationships between males. If you do not enjoy stories of this nature please leave now. I will not condone/defend/accept any sort of attacks on my stories, my characters or myself. It is well within your right to choose what type of entertainment you prefer but I will not be blamed for your curiosity. Read at your own risk. *******************************************************************

Trying So Hard To Get Over You [BXB] by _-321Y33TY33T123-_

Two guys get together in high school and its no secret. Love is a strong emotion but being scared can over power sometimes. I'm trying a new thing in my stories called paragraphs lol so sorry if I get lazy and stop using paragraphs but I'm trying it out :)

Heartbroken by eelarinn

[COMPLETED] When Eli found his boyfriend having sex with his best friend, he was shattered. Tyler and Tony were the only people other than his family that Eli trusted. But they broke his trust. They broke his heart into thousands of pieces. Eli lost both of them. They were the only people in his life along with his sister and mom. Now he was all alone. Betrayed and hurt. Heartbroken. But when Andrew entered Eli's life, he felt a bit happy. Like he could trust him. Share his thoughts with him. But is Andrew worth Eli's trust? Will Andrew hold Eli's hand? or will he leave him just like Tyler did? 🌿 This is my first ever book. Give it a try. If you like it, then comment and vote. If you find anything wrong with it, feel free to criticize me. Thank you.

Just can't Help It | BxB| by JordanXJohnson

| • | • | What's life without drama | • | • | How could you know love without experiencing heartache. | • | Your pride can be your biggest downfall | • | Everything isn't always picture-perfect, In fact most things comes with a hefty Sacrifice. In the wise words of my great-Grandmother • "Live for yourself son, and not for others". • I must say it took me a while to break that phrase down. Having to learn the true meaning of what L O V E really is (isn't always so lovely) , H A T E , hmm (Hate is a strong word), ever heard that phrase before? I believe we've all have. Understanding the meaning of a true lover, a bestfriend, a counselor. Growth, bounding, a journey. I welcome you into my life, brace yourself this ride won't be smooth ! But it was damn sure worth it. *Stands tall, adjust mic. Clears throat. "Hello everyone, I'm Jordan X Johnson and this is my Truth" * Real life events, My Truth *

Beneath The Surface by rainxroses

I'm falling... Falling, helplessly and inevitably; completely at the mercy of the forces dragging me down. Having to trust in an entity's blind intentions and praying to God that they won't let me hit the ground. It's an incredible and horrifying feeling. A feeling that I live for. And I have realized that having something to live for makes you all the more scared of dying. (Constant uploads, and even more editing to older uploads)

Black Heart (GirlxGirl, lesbian) by SanEmLexRiss14

Have you ever felt so broken that you couldn't pull yourself out of bed and continue to live your life like you used to. A simple task such as tying your shoes already seems like a huge burden on your account. Struggling with yourself because everything around you doesn't matter anymore. That's mainly because she broke my heart. Who knew love could turn a person around. Who knew love would hurt this bad. Who knew love can make you feel numb. A simple word yet it has an enormous impact in everyone's life. Everything happens for a reason, and I'm not blaming it all on her, though there are things you just wish you could take back and redo because of the feeling it gave you. And because of those traumatic event, I turned into a complete opposite of me. Well, that's until I met...her. You'd think that I've learned my lesson but she's different. I'm that cold-hearted until she drop down here on earth and save my miserable, sorry ass. A girl who doesn't know how to give up. A girl who's filled with happiness in a way that if you stare at her, there's this feeling you can't explain and it just lightens your mood. A girl who's friends with everyone because of her pure and innocent soul. A girl that can certainly light up a god d*mn world with her personality. ... And a girl who made me feel again. A girl who made me fall in love again. A girl who made me forget all the things that I've been through because she made my present more than just worth living, and my future to be worth looking forward to. And she made me fall in love with her harder than anyone did. Harder than anybody could. And I wouldn't mind to fall over and over again if at the end of the line, she's there to catch me.

Falling for my best friend's brother by MidnightWolf_stories

Luis simply says, "Falling for your best friend's brother is wrong, but I couldn't help it. Being gay in my school leads me to get bullied when my bestie or my sister isn't with me; the funny part of this is I didn't like him when we first met, I actually hated him. I'm not sure when I stopped hating him, but I guess it stopped when he saved me from getting myself killed by a boy who was bullying my best friend." This is my first LGBT+ story.

I SEE YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL THE SERIES BOOK 1: FIRST LOVE by SORENDIAGLE

All my life, no one ever made me happy, no one ever seemed perfect enough for me to die for, no one looked more handsome than him and there is no one I was willing to give up everything for like him I dearly loved and cherished him more than anything else, he had the most handsome brown eyes and the best physique, leaving all that aside, I knew his heart, he was my first everything, my first date, my first kiss and my first love, my joy and comfort, all of it, he was the one. Based on a true story

Irreconcilable by Dreaming-Mirk

If only you knew, honestly if only I knew where I would be at this time last year I would call you insane. It feels like not to long ago I was your regular Christian. The school, the church, the "perfect" life? It was all's lie. I was the skinny boy who was bullied at school and at home. That is till I met him. He changed my life. He saved my life. And I couldn't be more thankful. Stick with it for a few chapters I promise it gets better haha BxB !!!! ‼️ Mentions: Abuse Alcohol substances Rape Religion IF ANY OF THESE TRIGGER YOU PLEASE DO NOT READ AND IF YOU ARE EXPERIENCING ANY OF THESE PLEASE REACH OUT TO ME OR OTHERS!!!!! ily be safe and look out for your mental health!💝

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All I Ever Wanted Was the World cover

Teddy (MxM / lgbtq+) cover

Trying So Hard To Get Over You [BXB] cover

Heartbroken cover

Just can't Help It | BxB| cover

Beneath The Surface cover

Black Heart (GirlxGirl, lesbian) cover

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I SEE YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL THE SERIES BOOK 1: FIRST LOVE cover

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All I Ever Wanted Was the World

!!!!! ALTERED CHAPTERS !!!!! "Have you any idea what it's like?" There were tears in Harry's eyes and it was suddenly like he couldn't control it anymore. Draco felt his stomach clench and he wasn't sure what to do. He wanted to hurt Potter ; so, wasn't this the way to go?... "I think," The raven haired male took a shaky breath, not waiting for a response as his emerald eyes glistened with the threatening tears , "I hate you Draco Malfoy...I hate you so much " In which Harry somehow evades capture and manages to mess with the past without seeking it. #164 in lgbtlove #122 in dracoxharry #6 in tomxharry #91 in tomarry