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Hakyoku

depressed_antimony

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Reads 357
Votes 38
Parts 11
Time 2h 32m

depressed_antimony

Hiroto Fuji was a smart boy in HighSchool, Japan. He had a best friend, and someone special to him that he treasured.
But what if that special person.. went missing?
Things were finally looking good for Hiroto, that was until... things started changing.
Things started.. happening.
And soon, he found himself in the middle of a mess.

His best friend was acting strangely.
Someone got hurt.
Another person got hurt.

Hiroto's mother would hurt him.
Hiroto would hurt himself with his own thoughts and emotions.
Suddenly the smart boy who knew so much found himself confused, and knowing nothing.

One mystery led to the next.
Solving one problem only resulted in five more.
When would this cycle of pain end?

Could Hiroto end it by himself?All Rights Reserved

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