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so•ber 
/ ˈsōbər / 
Not affected by alcohol; not drunk. 

Everyone talks about the common effects of drugs and alcohol. The difference from being sober, drunk, or high. Sure, it's hard to stop drinking. Sure, it's hard to quit smoking. It's hard to give up an addiction. 

But the thing that left the biggest affect on me, the one that I would never be able to quit and that scares me so much because it hits you out of nowhere... well, it was you. 

How do you become sober from a drug addiction? Well, that's easy, you go to rehab. How do you become sober from a person? You can't. 


Season 3a and 3b.

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The Setup by RaeWritings

Fighting a battle of addiction is hard, it's harder when you know you're going to lose. Stumbling into an AA meeting was one hard step but meeting a dealer, offering free drugs makes the step that much harder. Is he really who he says he is or is there more to him than just a friendly face?

devotion ² - i.lahey by hotchsangerissues

| home. what a strange thing to say when you've spent months avoiding it. is it really your home though? or are you just trying to find your place in this cruel world? | season 3b mature content i.lahey x fem!oc

𝓦𝓱𝓮𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓹𝓪𝓻𝓽𝔂'𝓼 𝓸𝓿𝓮𝓻 || 13 𝓡𝓮𝓪𝓼𝓸𝓷𝓼 𝓦𝓱𝔂 {𝓑𝓸𝓸𝓴 2} by billieeyelash1864

Book 2 of 4 Every cigarette I smoke I dedicate to you. This is because you both kill me inside. You know my lips well and every time we touch, it sets fire to my soul. Both lasting briefly. Both killing me inside out. But both leaves me wanting more. "I suffer alone because I don't wanna burden anyone, I don't want them to treat me differently because I have a few wires crossed in my brain differently than theirs. I don't want to explain to them the shit that I been through... I've seen things that I can't unseen... I've done things I can't undo. I just want the pain to stop... I don't want to wake up one day and finally have the courage to kill myself because after I can't unkill myself. Nothing terrifies me more than myself and I have to live with myself for as long as I'm alive." ⚠️Contains strong language and heavy issues as portrayed on 13 reasons why! Do not read if you get triggered by issues such as depression, anxiety, sexual abuse, domestic abuse, emotional abuse, psychological abuse, drug addiction, self harm, teen pregnancy or suicide.⚠️ Started: 30/10/20 Finished: 04/01/21 Status: Concluded Season: 2 BOOK 1, 2, 3 and 4 OUT NOW!

Addiction by pucksandponytails27

"The thing about addiction is, it never ends well. Because eventually, whatever it is that was getting us high, stops feeling good, and starts to hurt. Still, they say you don't kick the habit until you hit rock bottom. But how do you know when you are there? Because no matter how badly a thing is hurting us, sometimes, letting it go hurts even worse." -Meredith Grey They say the first step to getting over an addiction is coming to the realization that you do, in fact, have a problem, an addiction that you can't quit. So here it goes. My name is Olivia Richards and my addiction is Liam Simpson. It all started out innocently, he spilled a drink on me at a party and we hung out as friends all the time. Until he kissed me. After that, I started to crave his touch, his kiss and I couldn't get enough. My name is Olivia Richards and I'm addicted to Liam Simpson ****THIS STORY IS BEING EDITED/REWRITTEN! ALL CHAPTERS WITH -- IN THE TITLES HAVE BEEN EDITED AND REWRITTEN! HAPPY READING EVERYONE!***

Written In The Stars: Book Two by oliviarose85

Everything about Elijah that was worth loving walked out the door of his apartment with Madeline, leaving him little more than a shell of a man. No amount of booze or destruction could erase the love he felt for that woman. That sweet, brutal, all too brief love slashed through his insides and left him damaged beyond repair. They say time heals all wounds, and in some ways, it did. Four years after his M&M walked away, Elijah has his life on track. The scars were still on his heart and skin, but this was as close to living for something other than her as he'd ever get. Then the call comes. That punch to the gut, time stopping call that could send him right back into the hole that'd taken him two years to climb out of. Hearing about her engagement was one thing. It hurt, but knowing she'd found happiness after all the heartache gave him some measure of hope for himself. But this? This could be his salvation or his end. *Mentions of suicide and drug and alcohol addiction.

The night when everything got f*cked up. by SnowHazim

The party was quite nice. The school year had just started. But there was too much alcohol, too many problems, and a unfortunate accident that would kill 5 kids, leaving many in grief. Cheating happened, death happened, rape happened, and brought people closer to each other than they've ever been. People mourn every time they see the sunset, people can't bring themselves to get into an Uber. At the end of the day they're just young, and some will stay young forever. The before, during, and after of a tragic night you'd never would want to be trapped in.

Relapse Like Hell by lovelylove400

People in the town knew Vance had done drugs. They knew the family he came from. Addiction, they knew what he was going to become. It ran in his family, he was bound to inhabit the geane. One thing most wouldn't know about addiction is that, you can't just stop. Your bound to relapse one day, its like a bomb, its going to go off. Vance knew Bruce had little to know idea he had done drugs in the past. He know Bruce thought it was a rumor or one time thing. He didn't know it was like this thought. Only people close to Vance knew it wasn't a rumor. They had seen him at his peak of addiction. When he would go days without eating. Or when he felt so worthless he cut himself. And the drugs, oh the drugs. this book is a little like the show euphoria but different, there will be mass differences in the characters and setting and parents. This book follows Vance relapsing and not feeling like he can get better. Enjoy:) BTW I'm going to take away the TW warning because the warnings are in the hashtags

Before The End (One Direction) by BomPomm

"I wasn't addicted to drugs. Yes, I liked using drugs, but to call me an addict would be a false accusation. But then, why can't I stop?" Harry Styles seemingly had everything a 16 year old could ever dream of. He was attractive, famous, rich and part of the biggest boyband in the world. His life outwardly appeared to be a straight line of perfection. Then he met Cory Bleu and things changed. Desperate to escape his childlike boybander persona, Harry allows Cory to take him on a dive headfirst into the dark side of the celebrity world that he's been sheltered from. Without warning he's thrust into a life of lies, scandal, sex, violence and especially drugs. Faced with a growing addiction that he can't seem to stop and the unexpected death of someone incredibly important to him, Harry starts to wonder if he can ever get out of the hole he's buried himself in. Can Harry recognize the consequences of his actions before he hurts everyone he loves? *Trigger Warning: Deals with drug abuse, alcoholism, suicide, depression, self harm, sexual abuse, etc.*

HeartStrong {Editing} by Jdimples005

**Editing** Lena's hell filled with drug and alcohol abuse is ran by her personal devil; her toxic boyfriend Brandon. She soon loses hope of finding someone who will truly love her unconditionally. After his father's heart attack scare, fate brings Adam, and Lena together. Is he just her mother's boyfriends son? Or will Adam be her saving grace? ~~~~~~~ This story contains strong language, drug addiction as well as alcohol use. copyright © 2014 Jdimples005/Denise Muniz If you like this story please comment/vote for it. Thank you :)

𝓜𝓸𝓾𝓷𝓽 𝓔𝓿𝓮𝓻𝓮𝓼𝓽 || 13 𝓡𝓮𝓪𝓼𝓸𝓷𝓼 𝓦𝓱𝔂 {𝓑𝓸𝓸𝓴 4} by billieeyelash1864

Book 4 of 4 Everyday we learn that these hard times, this pain, these lessons - one day they will be our strength, our awareness, our blessings and what will help us push ourselves to live, not just survive. "I've endured the worst times of life alone as I allowed you to know. And I'll tell you something else... I don't actually need anyone. Even when I wanted to die, I stayed alive with voices in my mind. I'm strong as fuck. So, if you're in my life it's because I value you, I want you there. Do you have your question for me yet? I have one for you. And it says a lot more about you than how you treat other people. What do you want your final words to be?" ⚠️Contains strong language and heavy issues as portrayed on 13 reasons why! Do not read if you get triggered by issues such as depression, anxiety, sexual abuse, domestic abuse, emotional abuse, psychological abuse, drug addiction, self harm, teen pregnancy or suicide.⚠️ Started: 14/02/21 Finished: 21/03/21 Status: Concluded Season: 4 BOOK 1, 2, 3 and 4 OUT NOW!

Beer and Spicy Rice Cakes by damnegoist

First part of the Beverage-Series Seoul, South Korea. Inbetween of skyscrapers and millions of people, there are two people who somehow seem to always hit the Rock Bottom of life. Mentally, financially, always down to do whatever it takes to somehow get through the day. Kim Jaehyun, who barely hit the 25-Years-Barrier last year, is one of these two people. With his parents deceased in a car accident two days after his fourteenth birthday, no closer family nearby and no place to go, he hit point zero when he dropped out of highschool to become one of Koreas famous idols. Obviously without any further success. He is talented, of course, but there always seemed to be people who were more talented, more handsome, more easygoing and stress-free. And after one of countless auditions he participated in, he got to a point where he just somehow gave up on his dream. Working in one out of a million convenience stores in Seoul, he started to spend almost all of his income in things, that would finally take away all of his pain... But something in his live started to change, without him realizing it, when he met Choi Jimin, who seemed to go through all and the same problems he knew from his everyday life. ****TRIGGER WARNING**** The story, you're about to read contains stuff like smoking, drug & alcohol abuse, abusive & toxic relationships, depression, selfharm, anxiety and vulgar language. Do or do not read, if you're going through any kinds of these things. It's up to you, but I warned you. Reader discretion is advised.

And In Another Life I Will Make You Mine!! (Published on Smashwords) by Dazzlingstar2828

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Two Pieces of a Broken Heart // Demi Lovato // 2 by KeroseneBeautyQueen

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Unhealthy Obsession |18+| by CodiBlue

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𝓤𝓷𝓼𝓽𝓮𝓪𝓭𝔂 || 13 𝓡𝓮𝓪𝓼𝓸𝓷𝓼 𝓦𝓱𝔂 {𝓑𝓸𝓸𝓴 1} by billieeyelash1864

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The Setup

Fighting a battle of addiction is hard, it's harder when you know you're going to lose. Stumbling into an AA meeting was one hard step but meeting a dealer, offering free drugs makes the step that much harder. Is he really who he says he is or is there more to him than just a friendly face?