I hate this

I hate myself ,I hate 2014,I just hate everything why do I always fall inlove with ppl who hurt me no I get it I'm not gud enough I feel like screaming I just feel like killing damn I hate this feelings should I really wait for the day I will die or should I do it myself God pls take me away Ooh my heart is broken ,my eyes full of tears I wish I was never I mean ever here in the first place this is my first writting this though this is how I feel