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lost and insecure[au reddie]
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Ongoing<5 mins
Last published Wed, Jan 20, 2021
*this will contain suicide attempts, self harming, sexual assault talking, cussing, smut, death, violence* (if you dont like this please dont be mean in the comments or PMS please just simple ignore my book)[I will put a trigger warning in each chapter that has something possibly triggering]
eddie was sent to a behavioral hospital by his mother after he had tried overdosing on his medication. Eddie tried his best to get out of her grip but here wanting to always keep him safe and being mad at him for doing that she sent him out to a hospital where he met richie. Richie was well known around the place from being in and out of there. When the two boys share a room they start to feel a feeling that both didnt truly believe their ever feel. love.
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