Breaking Old Habits
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My names Maggie. You can call me Mags. Just a lonely, affection craving, 17 year old girl from a small town in Cali. Join me in my quest of breaking away from old habits, breaking down walls keeping me from sanity, and finding love for the first time in a world of self hatred and depression.
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