Heartbeat (Prequel to Lets go higher)
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Last published Fri, Nov 18, 2022
I have had a rough childhood being bounced from one foster home to another ever since my whole family were murdered.
I have never been a model citizen until I joined the army. I don't want to remember that part of life anymore, I can't remember. I have done things I weren't proud of.
Here's my story. Before I met a girl and my life was complete.
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