All I want.
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  • Parts 11
  • Time 1h 51m
Ongoing, First published Jan 21, 2021
Mature
He's intimidating, secretive, unguarded. She's innocent, hard working and unopen. Both have pasts they would like to forget... 

"if this were a fairytale, a kiss would do to save this, love would. But this is reality. How can someone so wrong feel so right? He wakens something in me, his touch sends goosebumps down my body and I wonder what's like to be his and only his. But the darkens pulls me under each time he looks into me, the reason the kindest people get hurt most is because they're looking for angels inside of demons."

I don't know what's true and what's not, if he truly cared about me wouldn't he show it? 



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