~*TRUST STILL PENDING*~
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!!DISCLAIMER!!- Mentions of self harm,abuse,bullying.
Hi hi,I'm Knox the author of the Wattpad.It's is my first Wattpad story and I'm sorry in advanced for the sentence that don't make sense, spell errors and run on sentences. For your French speaker that may happen to read this.I'm sorry if it makes no sense what so ever I don't speak French I used google translate.
This story is about two guys, who slowly learn that they can make it through life if they believe in them selfs they can make it through the traumas that they go through..
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