Why Me?

I hate Justin so much. He is such a player that has gorgeous brown eyes and brown hair and that perfect smile. Wait what am I saying. Well, back to the point. Justin is moving in next door. I still hate him, but things start to change once we start hanging out more. I thought that saying everyone changes wasn't real, until those two words changed my life completely. Now I don't know what I am going to do. My heart says one thing but my brain says otherwise. What should I do listen to my brain, or trust my hearts choice? I guess I will have to find out...