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Depression || Dadzawa || BakuDeku || Bakugo x Midoriya || Depressed Deku

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Time 4h 10m

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aizawa angst anime bakudeku bakugo bakugou bnha boyxboy dadzawa deku dekubaku depression fine gay gaylove imfine katsuki mha mhaangst sad sadness sadstory selfharm selfharmawareness selfharming texttospeech

⚠️Includes⚠️: Depression, selfharming, boyxboy, suicide attempt, ed (sort of), panic attacks 

Disclaimer: None of the photos I used belong to me in any way. I found them on Instagram without any credits.

I do not own any of the characters mentioned in this book.

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"Good. Now I want to ask you. Can you please roll up your sleeves for a second?"

I widened my eyes. "Wha- what?" 
Did I just hear that right? Wh-

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Deku has high functioning depression but no one knows it until one day Mr. Aizawa caught him selfharming in school and Bakugou notices how weird his childhood friend and crush is acting.
Suddenly Deku's mother disappeared without a trace and no one seems to know where she could be. 
Not even Bakugou's mother knows where she was and decided to let Deku live with them until they could find Deku's mom.
When Deku saw how much Bakugou cares about him, he started to fall in love with him but his depression kept destroying his life.
His thoughts got worse and darkened from day to day until he wasn't able to keep himself alive any minute longer. Will he survive?

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PLEASE REMEMBER THAT THIS IS A FANFIC AND THAT I'M NOT COMPLETELY TAGGING ALONG WITH THE ORIGINAL STORY SO SHUT UP IF I'M NOT WRITING THINGS THAT ALSO OCCUR THE SAME WAY IN THE ACTUAL ANIME

This story contains spelling mistakes and stuff but sometimes I'm too blind to see them, I'm sorry 🏃🏼

Happy ending
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2🏅 bakudeku; Feb. 8th 2021
2🏅 dadzawa; Feb. 8th 2021
13🏅 sad: Feb. 26th 2021
1🏅 imfine: Mar. 25th 2021
1🏅 depression: Apr. 14th 2021All Rights Reserved

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Falling (Depressed Deku Fanfic) (COMPLETE) by WholeLotOfDeku

Ever since Izuku Midoriya joined U.A. High School and settled in, he knew that the League of Villains were after him and his quirk: One For All. However, when the time comes when Bakugo is the target and is only seconds away from being captured, Midoriya throws himself in the chaos and ends up saving Bakugo, only at the cost of his own safety as he is captured instead. Midoriya is brought back to the League of Villains' hideout and with him there, Shigaraki plans on changing the young boy's mindset and plans to use force against him. When Midoriya isn't able to escape for three years and no one can seem to find him, he begins to lose hope and his wounds only bleed more. Even when he goes back in time with the help of a pro hero's quirk, he is diagnosed with depression and struggles to go on through life. He doesn't feel like himself. He needs someone. He needs someone so badly. But what if there isn't anybody to help Midoriya? How will Midoriya cope when someone close to him dies right in his arms? Warning! This story will contain depression, suicide talk, torture (not explained explicitly), violence, and a whole lot of angst! Also, this story won't contain any ships. So, there isn't any BakuDeku, TodoDeku, etc., it's just a depressing story with Midoriya with his friends trying to change themselves to help him and their own selves in the future. Ranks! #5 - depresseddeku (11/25/19) #65 - deku (8/23/19) #26 - majorcharacterdeath (8/31/19) lol Story Status: Complete! Started on: 4/17/2019 Completed on: 3/7/2020 Started Editing on: 1/30/20 I do not own the cover art! But I own the art in the book! My Hero Academia/Boku No Hero Academia (c) Kohei Horikoshi

Warming Your Heart by official_banana_milk

He smelled mildly of cinnamon. I don't know how, probably the hair gel, but it was pleasant. He fell asleep pretty much instantly, and I started to slowly stroke his hair. There was something peaceful about the way his chest went up and down with every soothing breath. He was so quiet. I moved my hand from his hair to cup his cheek. He had to ask if I hated him. I let go of his cheek and whispered, hoping that somehow he would hear. "How could I hate you when you're so affectionate?" Silence. Complete silence other then his sleeping breaths. I placed my hand over his that was resting on his thigh. I gently squeezed it and wondered if he would ever understand what I feel. And with that, I leaned my head onto his, and slept. - ***COMPLETE*** Started: August 27, 2020. First published: October 18, 2020. Finished: July 24, 2021. Last Published: November 22, 2021. Disclaimers I guess: - This is a bxb. Don't read if you don't like that. - There is no smut because I need to have some pride in my writing lol. This story consists of mostly fluff. No angst but some fighting and crying. Maybe a make out scene?? Idk, read it and find out. - This is a Kiribaku (you knew that tho) - I don't own any of the characters in this story, this is a fanfiction. - The beginning photos throughout the story are not part of the plot, it's just me blessing you with cute Kiribaku photos before you read. - I found the cover photo on google and edited it a bit so yeah. I don't own the original photo. - I also don't know the art creds for any of the photos I put in the story because like I said, I just googled "kiribaku fanart" and yeah. If you know the artists of any of the pictures, please credit them in the comments, thank you! - There are some inevitable grammar and spelling mistakes but I'm too lazy to go back and find them so I hope there aren't too many. That's all I believe I have to say; enjoy the story and vote if you like it. :)

$Guess Who //Villain Deku AU\\ by Takyio$

After realizing that Izuku couldn't be a hero he still never gave up. Not until he was told he couldn't be one from his all time favorite hero, All might. Deku had no reason to live anymore, he hated his life. He was even told to commit suicide by his childhood friend that he was madly in love with. His crush hated him. He was also going to UA, one of the top schools out there. His crush was going to leave him for a stupid school, His Kacchan was breaking up with him. ⚠🚨 I should probably make this clear before y'all ready ⚠🚨 This fan fiction may talk about heavy stuff such as: *suicide *sexual harassment (I mean serious!) *angst *smut *gore *extremely heavy language * and some homophobic (really just one line) Please, if anything makes you uncomfortable that is listed above read with caution! Please be safe children ⚠🚨 KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS IS A WORK OF FICTION!! This is my interpretation of how I believe this AU of mha would be. Bc of this I do not support the actions of some twisted characters! Again, this is a interpretation of how I think villian deku who like hero Bakugo would end up as!

I'm sorry by thebelieverxxx

Izuku Midoriya seems like a happy boy but what happens if his perfect life flies out of the window? What if Katsuki broke him once too many? What if he really wanted to die but even that didn't work out for him? What if Izuku is in so much pain that he goes insane? And what will Katsuki do if he finally realizes he has feelings for the broken boy he tormented all his life? This is my 3rd story It's a Bakudeku, Characters and art aren't mine but the story is. The characters come from 'My hero academia' and whoever did the art, It's really good I wish I had a talent like that. Anyway this story will contain: Self-harm, a lot of swearing (Thanks to Kacchan), suicide, suicidal thoughts, Abuse, And other stuff like that. If you don't feel comfortable reading any of it then this story isn't for you. You have been warned. read at your own risk. ;) Keep dreaming. dreamer for life^-^ #4 villainIzuku 24/09/2022 #8 bakudekuangst 14/01/2023 #3 depressedizuku 09/12/2022 #6 suicidalizuku 17/12/2022

Someone I Used to Know (Vigilante Deku) (Discontinued) by -_bumblebee_-

This story is currently being rewritten. You can find the new version on my account :) Deku left katsuki at a young age, leaving him depressed. Now older, he drifted away from everyone and started getting into fights. He hopes to, one day, find Deku again. Deku was forced to leave his best friend when he was younger. Now older and practically unstoppable, Deku is a vigilante. He's chased by police and heroes, and doesn't have much money to take care of himself. He doesn't feel like he can live anymore without Bakugou, all he wants is to die. contains: ~self harm~ ~depression/depressing thoughts~ ~suicidal thoughts/actions~ ~bakudeku~ ~kind of slow burn~ ~swearing~ ~bakugou singing~ ~mostly bakugou pov~ -if you don't like any of this, then don't read (how hard is that?) -Izuku's powers are based off of spiderman -I don't own my hero academia or any of the characters.

I Blame Me (Tododeku) [Completed] by MischievousPixies

Izuku Midoriya has been "unstable" since his mom, Inko Midoriya, was killed by a villian, right infront of him. He blames himself and nightmares make sleeping near impossible, but he refuses any offers of help. After an especially long day, he's done. Unknown to the green haired teen, he means quite a bit to someone not so expressive. **CREDIT TO ARTISTS** ◆◆TRIGGER WARNINGS◆◆ ●●SAD CINNAMON ROLL●● ▪▪I DO NOT OWN THE CHARACTERS OR MHA/ BNHA▪▪ ¤¤BOY X BOY THEMES¤¤ ~~MATURE~~ This Is A Completed Book. If you see any mistakes, please point them out, thanks! #1 in depresseddeku February 13th, 2021

F*ck life and everything that follows after | BakuDeku | Depressed Deku by trizbo

⚠️Includes⚠️: Depression, selfharming, boyxboy, suicide attempt, anxiety ⚠️I do NOT own any of the characters or pictures I used in this book. THIS IS A BAKUDEKU STORY, SO IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT, LEAVE ____________________________________ Deku suffers from depression which is mostly caused by his child hood friend Bakugou Katsuki. At first he tried to avoid him but soon he found a liking in his male friend. Now Bakugou is trying his best to help Deku through life, but that's actually a really hard mission. Not everything goes well and Deku has his ups and downs. Will Deku be able to hold himself together? (oh and yes, they fall in love and all that stuff) ____________________________________ The triggering stuff starts in chapter 13/14. ____________________________________ Happy ending Hope you guys enjoy :D PLEASE REMEMBER THAT THIS IS A FANFIC AND THAT I'M NOT COMPLETELY TAGGING ALONG WITH THE ORIGINAL STORY SO SHUT UP IF I'M NOT WRITING THINGS THAT ALSO OCCUR THE SAME WAY IN THE ACTUAL ANIME ____________________________________ 🏅1 KatsuDeku || March 10th 2021 🏅11 Depression || March 25th 2021 🏅2 bokunoheroacademia || April 21st 2021

scars can fade [bakudeku] by MiraculousLazybug

⚠️TW: SELF HARM, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS/ATTEMPTS, DEPRESSION, ANXIETY, SWEARING, THROWING UP/GAGGING, PANIC ATTACKS, EATING DISORDER, DEATH Izuku Midoriya hasn't been feeling well lately. He's got a quirk, he's got friends, he's finally living his life as an U.A. student, but it doesn't satisfy him. While he keeps smiling - like he promised All Might - he feels empty inside. Uncontrollable and fast breathing, intrusive thoughts, visible and invisible scars and one unexpected person who might be able to save him. -The cover art isn't mine, I found it on Pinterest but I don't know who the original artist is so I can't give them credit :/ (if u know please tell me) - This story doesn't follow the storyline of the anime/manga. - BakuDeku story - No smut - I don't own bnha or any of the characters in it First chapter published: 28/11/2021 Last chapter published: 28/11/2021 Word count: 24.504

" i'm so sorry deku." by Luna176357

Deku has been masking his feelings for a long time and hiding his biggest secret, but recently things have gotten much worse and the thoughts have grown louder. Until 1 day bakugou accidentally finds out izuku's secret and everything he thought he knew about him dissapears in an instant , he must now count his words carefully because izuku is a tickking time bom. (TW! The following are mentioned in this story: SelfHarm,Suicide,Depression,Anxiety,PanicAttacks,Rape an SA. IF YOU ARE EASILY TRIGGERED BY THESE TOPICS ESPECIALLY SH PLEASE DO NOT READ!) i hope you enjoy this sad bakudeku story . [THIS IS MY FIRST EVER STORY WRITTEN SO IM SORRY IF ITS BAD OR IF I MISS SPELL ANYTHING I HAVE DYSLEXIA T-T otherwise enjoy my sad story lovers<3]

Suicidal Todoroki x Depressed Bakugou | Fragments by luxzine

"I've been broken so many times that I can't feel the pain anymore. I'm no one. I'm nothing..." "Icyhot--" "If I can't die, what should I do?" "Live. You're gonna live, dammit. You're gonna get through this." "Yeah? That's what I thought the first time. No, that's just what I was told. It doesn't get better, Bakugou. It just doesn't..." [Original date of publication: May 15th, 2021.] 。。。| Note: - This fic is not intended to promote/encourage its darker/sensitive topics/themes. Dislcaimer: - I do not own BNHA/MHA. All credit for the series and its characters goes to Horikoshi Kohei. - **Fantastic cover done by kairichan13!**

Catch Me If I Fall [BakuDeku] by katy_santiago

[Depressed Izuku x Bakugo Fanfiction] Like an artist, he creates art in the cursed canvas that is his pale skin. The whispers of a taunting voice that controls each stroke of the brush that is his blade. A pitiful work of art that is hidden from the world's eye. All until intense ruby irises discover the broken masterpiece that was concealed behind closed curtains. ○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎. "I have been such a prideful asshole towards you that I kept hurting you even though I knew there was something wrong with you," Katsuki frowned, continuing to clean his cuts. Izuku's heart fluttered inside his chest, listening intently to what he had to say. "Fucking hell, I knew there was something wrong, yet instead of helping you I only made it worse." ○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎. 🚨⚠️T•R•I•G•G•E•R W•A•R•N•I•N•G⚠️🚨 This story contains the following: Lots of swearing Self-Harm Depression Suicide/Suicide Attempt Physical Abuse Homophobia Angst Graphic details Blood Needles 🚫 Read at your own risk 🚫 NATIONAL SUICIDE PREVENTION HOTLINE: 888-628-9454 Please, if you yourself are going through a depressive episode, or know about someone going through severe depression, don't hesitate to get some help! You matter, and you deserve to be helped. ***I do not own the characters or images used for this story, all credits go to their respective owners*** Catch Me If I Fall by Katy Santiago Copyright © 2022 All Rights Reserved - Any similarities with other stories are purely coincidental.

My Heart Is Like Shattered Glass by inactive_okbye

Izuku has severe depression. With Bakugou beating on him daily, it only worsens. The voices in his head get louder with each passing day. He's had a crush on Shoto Todoroki since the sports festival, but he knows no one likes a gay. He also knew that Todoroki loved Yaoyorozu. He was always bullied as a child, and his father abandoned his mother and him. He can't take it anymore. Could someone save him? Or will he be shrouded in darkness forever? TW: Self harm, suicidal thoughts, heartbreak, and other depressing shit Tododeku edit: lord i wrote this when i was 11 good fucking god i wasn't expecting people to actually read it LORDDDD it's so cringe

Please Don't Save Me [BkDk] by th4t_cut3_g4rl

Izuku Midoriya is a 16 year old boy, he has planned his own death, yes that is right, he is planned how he is going to kill himself and he decided to try multiple times, he is so determined to die, and no-one in the class notices. A depressed and suicidal child who acts happy around others, his mother died recently due to suicide saying she didn't want to be near his useless self, and nobody, not even his childhood friend knows about his situation. His friends leave him out in almost every activity, this makes him overwhelmed with emotions and makes him fall into deep depression thinking they don't care about him and only pity him when he is upset, but when they try and stop him from killing himself, what will he think and do? ⚠️Trigger Warning⚠️ --------------------- Self harm Suicide related conversations Suicidal thoughts Suicidal actions Character death Eating Disorder Attempted suicide Swearing Blood Hints of a seizure Mentions of a seizure Kidnapping ----------------- (This story has mean inko in, when she was alive) ----------------------------- If any of this bothers you or makes you uncomfortable either skip the scenes or don't read this book. -------------------------------- What happens when the happiest greenette in 1-A tries to kill himself over and over again? Will his classmates be able to put a stop to his self hatred or will they have to painfully go to his funeral? Read to find out! ____________________ Ships! ---------- (If you are unhappy with them then I don't think you should read his story) ---------- Bakudeku Minatsu Shinkami Momojiro Seroroki Erasermic

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|Love or hate?| Depressed Deku AU?| by Basilikum_

(This is my first story ever..so, sorry if it's bad..) Izuku 'Deku' Midoriya has always looked up to his childhood friend, Katsuki 'Kacchan' Bakugo. He has aspired to be him in so many ways but this caused unwanted feelings. The fact he could never be better than him. These only got worse after Bakugo started bullying him, soon developing into a serious matter.. ||This is a Bakudeku story|Warning: Mentions of self-harm, Suicide, and just other sensitive topics|| ------ Best ranking(s) so far: #1 In Depresseddeku (12/8/19) #19 in DepressedIzuku #5 in suicidal #2 in DekuxKacchan --------- /Two-person collaboration story. I wrote the Izuku parts and she wrote the Katsuki parts but we read over them together. Tank you for helping me, and sorry I didn't put this earlier •3•\ ---- Hehe, This has many typos I didn't notice before and I'm too lazy to edit it now. I mean some sentences are still readable tho so like 💅

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Teen Parents? by flower2240

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Ever since Izuku Midoriya joined U.A. High School and settled in, he knew that the League of Villains were after him and his quirk: One For All. However, when the time comes when Bakugo is the target and is only seconds away from being captured, Midoriya throws himself in the chaos and ends up saving Bakugo, only at the cost of his own safety as he is captured instead. Midoriya is brought back to the League of Villains' hideout and with him there, Shigaraki plans on changing the young boy's mindset and plans to use force against him. When Midoriya isn't able to escape for three years and no one can seem to find him, he begins to lose hope and his wounds only bleed more. Even when he goes back in time with the help of a pro hero's quirk, he is diagnosed with depression and struggles to go on through life. He doesn't feel like himself. He needs someone. He needs someone so badly. But what if there isn't anybody to help Midoriya? How will Midoriya cope when someone close to him dies right in his arms? Warning! This story will contain depression, suicide talk, torture (not explained explicitly), violence, and a whole lot of angst! Also, this story won't contain any ships. So, there isn't any BakuDeku, TodoDeku, etc., it's just a depressing story with Midoriya with his friends trying to change themselves to help him and their own selves in the future. Ranks! #5 - depresseddeku (11/25/19) #65 - deku (8/23/19) #26 - majorcharacterdeath (8/31/19) lol Story Status: Complete! Started on: 4/17/2019 Completed on: 3/7/2020 Started Editing on: 1/30/20 I do not own the cover art! But I own the art in the book! My Hero Academia/Boku No Hero Academia (c) Kohei Horikoshi