the suffering of harry potter
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Last published Sat, May 13, 2023
what did harry potter, 'the boy who lived', 'oh chosen one', truly go through? what happened behind closed doors at 4 privet drive?
harry potter just wanted to be normal, that's all. just harry.
so when he comes to hogwarts for his eighth year, post war, post voldemort, with suicidal thoughts, shaky hands, and a prescription of muggle anti depressants, how are people going to react?
who will he meet along the way? who will help him fight the battle that he continuedly has to fight in his own mind.
after war, voldemort was defeated by harry.
eight year fanfic - ya'll already know
trigger warning:
- eating disorders
- suicidal thoughts
- self harm
-panic/anxiety attacks
-nightmares/night terrors
- just depression and anxiety etc.
disclaimer!
i don't own harry potter or any of the characters that appear in this story, obviously, that belongs to daniel radcliffe, the man, the myth, the legend, who created the lovely stories of harry potter. please don't sue me.
alek dar's art is featured in the cover, go check them out! :)
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