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very often I just feel depressed, I feel like I just wanna die, like I could cry all the time, I love it to talk with someone about, like why I do something in this way.
but on the other hand I hate it to force people to hear me out.
If you read this, if you comment this, if you just be here and try to understand me, i would be gratefull, because I feel lonely.
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