It's always a bitter end

Saudade isn't a simple being. It's the feeling of melancholy.
You always lose Saudade but it also gives you the feeling of hope too. Well, when you're trying to search for it.
It's a strange relationship, in which loss is the main factor of staying. Because it feeds you with the feeling of finding Saudade again. To hold it in your arms.
But that's why he/she/it, and whatever it can manifest in, is so dangerous.