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Loathing & Loving

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Time 2h 23m

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"I know what I want."

"And what is that?"

"You."

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Lips crashed onto hers as a sea of passion flooded the girl's senses, fervor marinated in his kiss. 

--

"Really reading when the teacher isn't even here, Princess? "  the voice chuckled, awaiting Auria to face them.

Immediately, her brown eyes jolted towards the voice, not wanting to believe what she heard. Her warm features found his, taking it all in for her to believe what she heard, "you."

......

R.T's thin and beaten white shirt was a little too thin. Grey sweatpants covered the rest of his bottom half, although maybe an imprint may have appeared on the pants.

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Her hand gripped his shoulder, the other finding his hand. She couldn't stop looking at his face while he took all of her in. 

His eyes, had they always been this forgiving?

Her charm, was it always this.. this... alluring?

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~STORY SUMMARY~

Following the year of 2020, many have suffered. 

Although the year didn't affect many teens at Genvia High School, Auria Adana and R.T Colins have suffered from the year greatly. 

They try and find peace from the traumas but somehow find each other instead. Except the two want everything but each other. Both try and return to school after the pandemic as if everything were normal, but they'd soon understand it isn't.
 
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