Behind the Shadow's Bane - Haeresthus - Wattpad

Story cover for Behind the Shadow's Bane by Apollo_Zero

Behind the Shadow's Bane

Reads 9
Votes 0
Parts 1
Time 16m

Reads 9
Votes 0
Parts 1
Time 16m

bxblove fiction fictionalcharacters gayfiction gaylove gayromance lgbt lgbtfiction lgbtlove lgbtrights

did it hurt, the way you burned through the waterfalls, the way you thought beyond the curtain was more to life, but it all seemed just the same things, just the same things, the same things, just the same old pain.

to escape the torture, from the pain, from the times I felt nothing, the times I felt I was nothing, the times nothing felt me. to escape from the torture from before, just for it to come back, just for me to meet the same tools, the same techniques, the same tactics, the same elastic leather belt, just hurting worse than what it felt before.

(excerpt from Alluristic Notes #0.01)

a story of a child that is left behind by everyone that he's willing to stay with. the journey where he meets friends who care and enemies who kill. going through the toughest battle in human development, puberty and adulthood. how will he find a way to love? how will his life turn out? will he ever be happy in his life? that is the question that this book answers

this book caters the neurodivergent children who never felt that they fit in society. to shine the spotlight on puberty and the darkest sides that it provides. I hope this book touches you as much as it touches my heart.All Rights Reserved

bxblove fiction fictionalcharacters gayfiction gaylove gayromance lgbt lgbtfiction lgbtlove lgbtrights

Table of contents

Chapter 1: The Peculiar Kid
Fri, Dec 23, 2022

1 part

Chapter 1: The Peculiar Kid
Fri, Dec 23, 2022

Sign up to add Behind the Shadow's Bane to your library and receive updates

or

Content Guidelines

You may also like

He Says He's Just A Friend by jms777

Emmet and Clay did not meet on the best of terms, but that doesn't stop them from becoming fast friends. As their bond grows stronger, they will do whatever it takes to maintain this new friendship. Even though that may not be all that either of them wants. After years of living in a conservative southern town, Emmett has developed a hard shell that is not easily pierced. It's gotten even more difficult since breaking up with his first serious boyfriend left him feeling devastated and betrayed. Then a new friend comes along to peel back all the layers of protection, making Emmett feel happy again, and perhaps making him feel something more. The loss of his father at a young age left Clay with severe anxiety. His girlfriend says he's emotionally distant - because he is. Clay never gave much thought to his sexuality. He started dating because all his friends were, and although his relationships never seem to work out, he continues to try, because that's what's expected. The steady track he's been traveling is suddenly upended when he becomes enamored with a boy he just met. Now Clay has to figure out what he wants and how far he's willing to go to get it.

𝑻𝒓𝒖𝒔𝒕𝒇𝒂𝒍𝒍 (ONGOING) by mellyyyjellyyy

"Everyone leaves. They get tired of my walls, my secrets. But you... you see me." This story is about a troubled young boy who has a lot of trust issues from past betrayals and is always struggling with his insecurities. Everything changes for him when he starts to feel drawn to someone he has always seen as an enemy. Their relationship is full of tension and rivalry, but underneath all that animosity, there's an undeniable chemistry that makes things complicated. As they deal with their mixed-up emotions, they face challenges that test how well they can understand each other. The boy has to fight against his natural distrust, wondering if this new connection is just a disguise for love or something real. At the same time, his rival, dealing with their insecurities, finds it hard to shift from being an enemy to possibly becoming a friend. Together, they need to figure out the blurry lines between love and hate, all while trying to redefine their relationship amid the confusion of their feelings. Will they let their fears and past experiences get in the way, or will they find a way to embrace the unexpected feelings developing between them?

Growing Pains by actuallyitsmonica

In the day-to-day trenches of high school, it is almost the default-setting to believe we are the main character of our own coming-of-age story. This is not wrong. It's just ours isn't the only story there is. The jocks, the nerds, the cheerleaders, the losers, the stoners, the fangirls, the skaters. Everyone's the realest most important person in existence, all of them, at the same time, first-person narrators to their own stories, stumbling into each other's plot lines, defying the status-quo, catalysts to ups and downs. A deconstruction of all the high school tropes and cliches written over the years, a deep-dive into the psyche of students trying to finish high school while going through irrevocable self-discovery, the most improbable of connections, and the insufferable pains of growing up.

Football Boys by NatureProductions

| Novel | Version 1 ~ Published early 2018 ~ Burdened with undeniable romantic feelings for his best friend, Greyson feels as if his life has become a typical tragic story of a one sided attraction. For the most part, he's right as his love story is both emotionally draining and convoluted for a lack of better words. But neither of the friends anticipated that things would quickly escalate after a drunken kiss. ________________________ "My fist stung with a burning pain as I stood over Ace's unconscious body. A bit stunned yet remorseless as a multitude of gawking eyes bore into me, I was numb. And sluggishly turning to meet Greyson's watery eyes, it was as if my mind had turned to a word stealing mush."

-38- by null

Stay (M×M) ✔ by sweetcaressesofmay

You love your best friend, he doesn't love you back. He has met a girl, a pretty little thing, he's in love with her. He's your only friend, but he has new friends. They're toxic and no good for you, either of you. They treat you like sh*t, and when you get treated like sh*t often enough, you start to believe it's what you deserve. And before you know it, you're drowning. You're drowning in deep, cold water. William and Aydan have been inseparable for ten years, due to an arrangement William's wealthy dad made to make sure his asocial son has at least one friend. During those years William has secretly fallen in love with Aydan. Once Aydan starts going out with a girl named Claudia, William wants to keep his friend close even if it hurts. Soon things start to change between them and Aydan's first love has more dangerous consequences than anyone could have guessed. CW: violence, depression 2020 (original), 2021 (edited)

Love, Alexander by blueeindigoo

With fate bringing them back together, their dark past also following, Liandro and Alexander are faced with the feelings they've always had and hard decisions to overcome. An evil stepmother and a high school nightmare were all it took for Liandro to run away from his town and never look back, but that was until he crossed paths with his 'old friend' who had caused him both pain and hope. Liandro made a promise to never let his past haunt him, but when his 'small crush' turns into a huge desire, will he still be able to keep his promise or will he give in and Love Alexander. Trigger warnings: Violence, Sexual Assault, Abuse, Self-harm and Suicide. Includes mature content, beware.

Loud Silence (BoyxBoy) by Wth_is_happeningg

Miles is nervous and quiet. He graduated early to escape the bullying and chaos of high school, but adulthood hasn't offered the escape he had hoped for. Isolated and adrift, he struggles with panic attacks, loneliness, and memories that refuse to stay buried. His world shifts when he meets Atticus. Confident, kind, and impossible to ignore. Miles quickly begins to crave the connection he never thought he deserved. As their relationship deepens, so does Miles's hope that maybe someone could love him enough to help him heal, but the past has a way of catching up. Because love, as beautiful as it is, doesn't always drown out the noise, and silence can be louder than anyone realizes. Set against a backdrop of late-night parties, quiet heartbreaks, and moments of painful honesty, Loud Silence is a slow-burning, coming-of-age story about identity, survival, and the terrifying hope of letting someone in. This is the first long-form story I've ever written. I would love feedback as long as it's respectful. This story has been swirling around my head for years, and I'm excited to finally fight against my own anxiety and put it out into the world. ⚠️ Trigger & Content Warning ⚠️ Loud Silence contains boy x boy romance and deals with heavy mental health themes, including depression, anxiety, self-harm, suicidal thoughts, abuse (emotional, physical, and sexual), sexual identity struggles, and death. I do everything I can to portray these themes honestly and respectfully. Reader discretion is strongly advised. Best rankings: #1 in mental health #6 in gay #12 in gaylovers #17 in boyxboyromance #30 in gaypride #26 in anxietyattacks #76 in homosexual

$Once in a Lifetime {BxB English} by Iris_Hayley$

They say you only fall in love once. For Ody and Mano, that once changed everything. In a world where love isn't always safe, and pain comes hand-in-hand with desire, two straight boys find each other in the middle of grief, trauma, and secrets that refuse to stay buried. Mano doesn't do vulnerability. Aggressive, tattooed, cold, and impossible to like, he plays the villain on purpose, because being hated is safer than being seen... and losing someone again would ruin him. Ody can't help but care. Bright, extroverted, charming and painfully sincere, he's the kind of boy who notices when you're hurting... even when you pretend you're not. He remembers your birthday, offers you the last slice, and apologizes even when it's not his fault. When their lives collide, nothing about them makes sense, except the way they keep gravitating toward each other. Sparks fly, but so do secrets, buried trauma, and a love neither of them is ready for. One of them hides behind silence. The other hides behind smiles. Together, they're wildfire. But not all fires survive the storm. The forbidden love between a broken boy and a lost one - a bond that refuses to break, even as the world tries to tear them apart. 🖤New chapter every Friday🖤 ! Warning : contains mature content and very dark themes including bullying, violence, strong language, explicit sexual scenes. Intended for readers 18 years and older. #3 gaylove / 66,1k. stories #2 wattpride / 18,9k. stories #9 lgbt / 17,4k. stories #9 lgbtlove / 17,1k. stories

You may also like

Slide 1 of 8

He Says He's Just A Friend cover

𝑻𝒓𝒖𝒔𝒕𝒇𝒂𝒍𝒍 (ONGOING) cover

Growing Pains cover

Football Boys cover

Stay (M×M) ✔ cover

Love, Alexander cover

Loud Silence (BoyxBoy) cover

Once in a Lifetime {BxB English} cover

He Says He's Just A Friend

Emmet and Clay did not meet on the best of terms, but that doesn't stop them from becoming fast friends. As their bond grows stronger, they will do whatever it takes to maintain this new friendship. Even though that may not be all that either of them wants. After years of living in a conservative southern town, Emmett has developed a hard shell that is not easily pierced. It's gotten even more difficult since breaking up with his first serious boyfriend left him feeling devastated and betrayed. Then a new friend comes along to peel back all the layers of protection, making Emmett feel happy again, and perhaps making him feel something more. The loss of his father at a young age left Clay with severe anxiety. His girlfriend says he's emotionally distant - because he is. Clay never gave much thought to his sexuality. He started dating because all his friends were, and although his relationships never seem to work out, he continues to try, because that's what's expected. The steady track he's been traveling is suddenly upended when he becomes enamored with a boy he just met. Now Clay has to figure out what he wants and how far he's willing to go to get it.