I Can't Breath, Iris

I thought everything's fine. Everything was going the way it was supposed to.

But I guess I was wrong.

I was almost halfway through achieving my dreams that I have longed for. All the plans and goals that I have settled in the very beginning suddenly disappeared just like a bubble.

It was as if the other day, I could clearly see the future that was coming to me, but now it seems like it's too impossible to happen.

All I have ever dreamt of is to achieve my goals, my plans, and especially my dreams. But now, I guess none of those are going to happen.

Am I destined to be in this kind of state? Do I really deserve to be put in this situation?

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Isiliana Idris De Angeles, a girl who thought everything was going the way she thought it would be. Until she was diagnosed with a sun disease called solar urticaria, wherein she's not supposed to be exposed to the sun, and if she did, a very severe reaction would happen to her skin. "Like a hot boiling lava being poured unto you"- that is what she describes it. And after being diagnosed with that kind of disease, a lot of problems and challenges began appearing out of nowhere, not even knowing that any of this could possibly happen.

Isiliana Idris is a weaker person than she thought she is. She began suffering from anxiety and depression, triggering her emotions to the point where she would have suicidal thoughts and actions.

Do you think she'd survive knowing how weak and vulnerable she is? Or do you think that she'll give up her life after knowing how many people had affected her disease?

Come and witness Isiliana Idris' journey on surviving her life with the world's rarest disease, knowing that anytime, death is always near for her.

WARNING: This story contains suicidal thoughts and actions that may trigger and influence some of you.