Broken Boy (Lashton/Malum) *DISCONTINUED*
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Last published Mon, Feb 23, 2015
He hit me... again...
'It's not his fault' the voice in my head tells me. 'If you weren't you he wouldn't have a reason to.'
I don't want to believe it, but its true.
I try not to cry, but I fail like I do with everything else.
You know why?
Because I'm a pathetic, worthless, broken boy.
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