A most personal collection of thoughts. Thoughts, in the form of letters about me, about the future, to the future me. Thoughts about self-discovery and learning that I deserve love and to be loved, even by myself. Thoughts about the future but about the past at the same time, because what is more beautiful than leaving for the future you, testaments of the old versions of yourself. Success, failure, struggling to make peace with your mind. Not fitting in. Thoughts that heal when suddenly written out on a paper-like venom sucked out a wound. Suddenly everything feels calmer and you can stop spinning for just a moment. I don't expect you to understand it fully, but I hope some if touches you and serves as an inspirational tool just as much as a guidance manual.