Ranpo had wanted just one thing his entire life- to be special. To be different. To be unique. To be interesting. But after being trapped in Poe's book with Yosano, he soon finds out the truth of his ability and starts to doubt himself more than ever. Previous memories occupy his mind more than ever before, and he isn't used to dealing with all those emotions at once. WARNING: angst, boy x boy, mentions of suicide (thanks Dazai), self harm, panic attacks This is my first story so sorry if it's bad! Some head cannons are included! Also, certain cannon scenes will happen differently than in the actual anime/manga simply because I couldn't be bothered to reread the manga pages