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verb. 
To fall back under pressure. To shrink back physically or emotionally. 
noun.
The kickback of a gun upon firing.

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It takes a stubborn mind to cling to their humanity when the world seeks to strip it away.

It takes a desperate soul to reach for the faintest glimmer of light in the darkness.

It takes a courageous heart to admit they chose the wrong side.

He didn't ask for this. She walked in willingly.

Getting out is the easy part. Surviving is second nature. Forgiving themselves will not be so simple.

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[Based on characters and events of the Marvel Cinematic Universe. Characters not featured in the MCU are my own.]

[Mature themes: Violence, language, some sexual themes and mentions of lack of consent. All non-explicit or MCU Canon Compliant.]

[Covering events in the MCU Chronological Timeline to Captain America: Civil War]

[Bucky Barnes X OC]All Rights Reserved

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Edelweiss || Bucky x Reader by ahsokas_second_saber

"A gift." One guard says to someone else in the room as he leaves. I groan in pain and scrunch myself into a ball, squeezing my eyes shut. Seconds later I hear shuffling and then someone is beside me. "Y/N?" Asks a voice. No- Bucky's voice. My whole body relaxes and I let out a soft breath. He's ok. ════ ⋆★⋆ ════ Staying together has always been the most important thing to Y/N Rogers. After the death of her mother left her an orphaned 15-year-old, her friendship with her older brother Steve and best friend Bucky mattered more than ever. She latched onto them, finding some bittersweet solace in their closeness. In turn, they finished raising her. The three were inseparable. Even now, six years later, nothing has changed. So when Bucky and Steve both leave to fight in the war the last thing she's going to do is stay in Brooklyn. Nothing's too far if it keeps their trio together. Not leaving everything she knows behind, not shoving down feelings she's refused to acknowledge for years, not even risking her life time and time again. It's the kind of commitment fueled by an infinite amount of love, but guaranteed to end in disaster, every single time. BOOK ONE IN THE EDELWEISS SERIES BOOK TWO: I WATCHED THE SKY CRUMBLE - #1 in hydra (7/5/21) - #1 in marvelsmut (8/7/21) - #5 in hurtcomfort (8/2/21) - #5 in marvelfanfiction (8/2/21) - #12 in buckybarnes (8/7/21) CONTENT WARNINGS: graphic torture, violence, death, loss of identity, themes surrounding sexual assault and predatory sexual behavior between adults, sexual themes, brief anxiety, PTSD, smut, ANGST, swearing. Please feel free to point out typos! (Just be polite about it)- also please keep in mind before passing judgment that this entire book was written over the course of my 8th grade school year Started - October 2020 Finished - July 2021 (Being edited) All characters and events (other than ones of my own creation) belong to Marvel.

𝗙𝗢𝗨𝗡𝗗 | bucky barnes by jouskawriting

[complete!] "𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐘?" "𝐀𝐒 𝐈'𝐋𝐋 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐁𝐄." 𝐉ames "Bucky" Barnes had been lost for a very, very long time. He didn't know what it was like to take refuge in a person. He was searching for something else. But sometimes, the thing you're looking for isn't what you need. 𝐂atarina "Cat" Palmer had been alone for a long time. She had to be. Any time she got attached to someone, she was disappointed. She always hoped for a different outcome, but who she was scared a lot of people. And Cat had always chosen the wrong ones. - - - the pinterest board for this story can be found here: https://www.pinterest.com/jouskapins/found/ [bucky barnes x oc] [begins in 2015, between catws and civil war] [ link to pinterest board in bio] [previously 1st in #captainamericacivilwar !]

Return | Bucky Barnes | Book Two | Marvel Cinematic Universe by Meg__Writes

verb. To come or go back to a place or person. noun. The firing of a weapon to counter a shooter's shot. • They recoiled from their pasts, and in doing so found each other. But the universe isn't kind enough to let a moment of peace last. It took seventy years for James Buchanan Barnes to return from the Second World War. It took Katrina Ivanov twenty to come back from the Cold War. Now another looms on the horizon, and it threatens to claim them both. There may be no returning from this war. • [Book Two of the 'Redemption Arc'.] [Based on characters and events of the Marvel Cinematic Universe. Characters not featured in the MCU are my own.] [Covering events in the MCU Chronological Timeline from Black Panther to Avengers: Endgame.] [Bucky Barnes X OC]

𝐅𝐈𝐍𝐀𝐋 𝐅𝐀𝐓𝐄 | barnes² by missymally

𝐋𝐔𝐂𝐘 Barnes is a ghost to the new age. After losing her in the year 1950, Bucky Barnes lost himself. He was forced into a life of killing and torture, involuntarily serving Hydra for 70 years as their greatest asset. He struggled with the memory of his lover and struggled even more with living on in a world without his Lucy. When the year 2023 comes, he and Steve Rogers are given a once-in-a-lifetime chance at time travel, taking advantage of the opportunity to save Lucy and bring her to the future. But even though they deserve a life of peace, will the fight ever truly be over? BOOK 2 in the 𝐅𝐀𝐓𝐄 series BOOK 4 in the 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐇𝐘 series [bucky barnes x fem!oc] [post-avengers: endgame → the falcon and the winter soldier] [started 11.13.21 → ended 4.17.22] © missymally & marvel

Mine (Bucky Barnes) by ArtemisDandee

**Warning: 18+, due to violence, sex, and dark themes** Another victim of Hydra. She was only supposed to be temporary, but one thing she discovers is that The Asset likes consistency. And he doesn't like to share. **I don't own any characters from Marvel nor do I claim to! The main character and a few oc's are mine. Bucky BarnesxOC

Powerless | b. barnes by dreamingofmagiic

'𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘨𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘧 𝘪𝘧 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨?' - 𝘝𝘪𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯 ~ ~ ~ ~ As an Avenger, Ivy Maximoff feels as though she has finally found her family. While still grieving the loss of her brother, Ivy struggles to move on from all of her trauma and find her true self as well as what her purpose really is in this world. As the Winter Soldier, Bucky Barnes had no choice in his life. No emotions, no feelings, nothing. Only killing. How does someone get over that? More specifically, how does he move past his guilt and decide what he wants in his new and unexpected future? Ivy and Bucky, both ridden with grief and nearly broken beyond repair. While they may be opposites in many ways, they have more in common than either of them had realized. Could they be each other's missing puzzle pieces in their endless pursuits to finally find happiness? And will they be able to pry their walls down and discover their potential before it's too late? bucky x oc fanfic | starts around CACW era #1 in 'jamesbarnes'- February/March, 2022 I do not own these characters. I only own Ivy Maximoff. The rest belong to the Marvel Cinematic Universe/Marvel Comics.

Ultraviolence ☢ Steve Rogers by pohstmalone

❝They're a ghost story, you'll never find them.❞ IN WHICH A GHOST STORY OF A SUPER VILLAIN BECOMES AN AVENGER'S REALITY BOOKS ONE, TWO AND THREE [CAPTAIN AMERICA:THE WINTER SOLDIER , AVENGERS: AGE OF ULTRON , CAPTAIN AMERICA: CIVIL WAR, AVENGERS:INFINITY WAR] #thecomicmovement featured under the official wattpad fanfiction reading list 'captain america' HR #114 in fanfiction {21/08/16} #1 in Steve Rogers {15/10/16} #70 under 'show completed' in fanfiction {30/10/16} STARTED: 04/07/2015 COMPLETED : this has been under "editing" for 5 years bear with me folks also INFINITY WAR AND ENDGAME COMING SOON

Control - Book 1 by MrsDoll1917

#1 in #buckyfanfic May & June 2022, & June, Sept & Oct 2023 #1 in #buckybarnesfanfiction June & Dec 2022 #1 in #buckybarnes July 2022 #1 in #buckyfanfiction Aug, Sept & Oct 2022 #1 in #buckybarnesxreader Sept & Nov 2022, & Apr 2023 #1 in #buckyxreader Sept, Oct & Nov 2022 #1 in #bucky Apr 2023 #1 in #avengers July 2022 #1 in #avengersfanfiction Jul, Sept & Oct 2022, & May 2023 #1 in #avengersxreader Aug 2022 & Oct 2023 #1 in #sebastianstan Aug 2022 #1 in #marvelcomics Apr 2023 #1 in #wintersoldier Apr 2023 #1 in #thewintersoldier Apr 2023 "Living with my abusive boyfriend was not easy. Hiding my powers from him was even harder." One night you get accidentally rescued by The Avengers after they've been hunting down your boyfriend. But how will you cope with the secrets that were hidden from you all this time? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ SPOILERS! Does not follow a particular Marvel timeline but the blip hasn't happened. Bucky has had his trigger words removed in Wakanda. Everyone is still around.

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𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗦𝗘𝗔𝗥𝗖𝗛 | bucky barnes by jouskawriting

[complete!] "𝐃𝐎𝐍'𝐓 𝐋𝐄𝐓 𝐀𝐍𝐘𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐇𝐔𝐑𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔." 𝐌ace Wilcox had a heart full of revenge. For almost her whole life. Because when the person she loved most was killed, her life was turned upside down. She was turned into a killer. She intended to use the skills. She wanted to get the person who killed her mother. 𝐁ut she couldn't do it. Because James Buchanan Barnes was not the Winter Soldier anymore. And deep inside, Mace Wilcox knew that. So then what was she searching for? - - - the pinterest board for this story can be found here: https://www.pinterest.com/jouskapins/the-search/ [bucky barnes x oc] [begins five months before tfatws, january 2024]

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{completed} ❝You've heard him scream before. Hurt or scared didn't matter, his screams always sounded the same. But this time, they're worse. They're full of grief.❞ For years, you've been working for Hydra, constructing weapons, inventing new ones, fixing older ones. You're their mechanic. You're the best. But your mind is numbed. You don't think. You don't imagine. You don't dream. You just obey. Until they bring you a wounded soldier in need of an arm. [a winter soldier x fem!reader fanfiction, NO SMUT, no use of y/n] [can be read in a platonic or romantic way] [𝐓𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐠𝐞𝐫 𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠: graphic descriptions of violence, including torture] [word count: 12.000-13.000, 800+ per chapter] [only posted on wattpad and ao3, ©planetaryfire]

Somber Reminiscence by TaronsGirl

| Book 1 of the Summer Series | Post-Blip has left the whole world in turmoil. For Elena Summers, she's not exactly new to chaos. However, an unexpected mission with Sam Wilson has her experiencing new memories and emotions when Bucky Barnes joins in to help. Her history is unknown to her. Her origin of powers is unknown to her. Could James Buchanan Barnes be the answer to questions she can't begin to ask herself? - *TFATWS Timeline(Slight Alterations)* This story is based on 'The Falcon and the Winter Soldier'. I do not claim any characters/events copyrighted by Marvel and Disney. - #1 - tfatws/tws #1 - wintersoldier #1 - avengers #1 - buckybarnes / bucky / buckyfanfiction #1 - thefalconandthewintersoldier

Remain | Bucky Barnes | Book Three | Marvel Cinematic Universe by Meg__Writes

verb. To be a part not destroyed, taken or used. To stay. • Persecuted, seperated, devastated. Those who survived the events of the blip were not left unscathed. The scars that remain run deep, and some survivors are more scarred than most. Few more than James Buchanan Barnes and Katrina Ivanov. One endured five years of seperation. The other, barely a few seconds. Both now find themselves in a world that has suddenly become a hostile, unfamiliar place. They will be tested in ways they could never have anticipated; their loyalty, their values, their bond. They can only hope that their love will remain. • [Book Three of 'The Redemption Arc'] [Based on characters and events of the Marvel Cinematic Universe. Characters not featured in the MCU are my own.] [Mature themes: Violence, language, sexual themes. All compliant with MCU Canon levels.] [Covering events in the MCU Chronological Timeline from Avengers: Endgame to The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (Captain America: Brave New World & Thunderbolts* likely to be featured following release.)] [Bucky Barnes X OC]

𝑆𝑜𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑢𝑑𝑒 (Bucky Barnes x Y/N) by PeterMaxximoffsWife

I put my head on Bucky's shoulder. "Why don't you have a picture of me in your compass ?" I asked. He put his head on mine and took his compass from his pocket. "I do actually, I stole the idea from Steve" I looked at the compass, there was a picture of me in it. I smiled - Solitude, Chapter 4 ~ Written from a Fem Y/N POV Started : May 8th 2021 Ended : January 25th 2022 Follows the MCU Movies Timeline 📢I do not Own The characters or the Stories, all belongs to Marvel Comics 📢 ‼️ I Do not read the Comics ‼️ ⚠️Gore, Violence, Language and Sensitive Topics⚠️ Spoilers for : Captain America - The First Avenger (2011), Captain America - The Winter Soldier (2014), Captain America - Civil War (2016), Black Panther (2018), Avengers - Infinity War (2018), Avengers - Endgame (2019), The Falcon and The Winter Soldier (2021) What If...? (2021)

Perhaps We Could | B. Barnes x Reader by Pulchritude_Rogers

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Back to Barnes // the winter soldier by alasbabyllon

Get him out of Gehenna. Get him to Shield. He's your prisoner. He's your responsibility. Don't form a soft spot for him. Don't become the hero here. Don't take his place. Don't let them take you. Don't fall in love with him. You're going to get yourself killed. He's not worth it. // Takes place directly after CA:TWS // //featured on the official Wattpad fanfiction account // //#21 in Winter Soldier// //Don't be mean to Maisie. That's not welcome here.// // If you like my work and feel that higher education costs too much, please consider sending me $1 through cash app I love you $emllyjoyce//

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Her 𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘴 are scarred from 𝐦𝐮𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐫, and yet he 𝐭 𝐫 𝐮 𝐬 𝐭 them c̶o̶m̶p̶l̶e̶t̶e̶l̶y̶ 【 ©bakingredhearts | 2021 】 marvel / bucky barnes post endgame - tfatws under editing. extended summary inside.

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Soul Stealer ~ (A Bucky Barnes Love Story) by KealaLeilani

The fall of SHIELD and decimation of HYDRA was only the beginning. The history you thought you knew was a lie. Bucky Barnes may have escaped from HYDRA, but he didn't do it alone. He went back for a woman he barely remembers, but somehow can't forget. She's the secret everyone would die to possess. Hidden in plain sight until the day she disappeared without a trace. She's been a prisoner for longer than she's been alive, but she's done hiding. Thrust into the middle of a war they never wanted and forced to run from enemies and friends alike the only people they can trust are each other. Can two broken souls find peace or will the enemy they've been fighting their whole lives destroy them once and for all? The world may fear The Winter Solider, but they've never faced a threat like the Soul Stealer. (Bucky Barnes x OFC) ~ While some parts of this story may roughly follow the movies in the MCU there will be major cannon divergence. Hope you enjoy! I don't own/have rights to the MCU or any of its characters. However, the characters and plot lines I've created are my own. Please do not plagiarize.

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