Everyone please be aware that this story is fiction. This is not my 'life story'. However, some elements in the story are based on experiences of my own and in some areas very detailed. It may be triggering so please bear that in mind before reading. xxx ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Sasha is a normal 15 year old girl. She lives with her mum, dad and little brother George. She attends school and is well liked by everyone. Even the teachers have a soft spot for Sasha. Despite this, no one knows the real Sasha. Behind the beautiful smile she wears, is a deep dark secret that no one would suspect. Behind her glistening eyes that shine, there are tears that contain a thousand feelings. Sasha explains the struggle she faces alone, and a disaster with her latest crush. Will she eventually pull through? Or is her fate still deciding between recovery or relapse?