If I could be with you tonight... (Dan Howell/Danisnotonfire)
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"Dan, are you ok?" Phil asked concered, as I stare up at the ceiling. My eyes cast down the the man stood infront of me, looking concerned.
"What day is it?" I question him, still zoning out and in of reality. "Is it 29th of October?"
"Yeah... It is, Why?" Phil begun, looking confused now. "Dan, What's wrong? You're scaring me. Has something happened?"
"My best friend died today." I say quietly, still focusing on him. "When I was in High School."
Daniel Howell and Crystal Summers were the best of Friends since they could remember, they were always together. When Crystal gets Diagnosed with Pneumonia, and didn't have a chance to make it, What happens? Daniel has to face the world alone and continue his journey of live, making an account in memory of her.
Soon, he cracks and tells Phil, his flatmate and friend.
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