Time. A strange phenomenon. It seems at times like something that you'll never lose. Sometimes you want more. Sometimes you want it to end. Either way, you can't control it, time isn't yours. Even when you're gone, it never stops ticking. At this moment you don't know what will happen in time. In a week, in a month, in seconds. Maybe you'll find someone you truly can't live without. Pure bliss. Maybe you'll lose that person, maybe you'll lose yourself. One second you're laughing with your friends, a childish mind, the next you must grow up, faster than your friends, faster than him. The fear of the unknowing is something you must learn to live through, but it can kill a person before they've even begun.
It's scary until you look up and see that maybe it was all worth it. The pain, the crying, the singing, the laughter. Playing the piano, with that special person. Making new friends. Just a simple thing like riding your bike. It's all a part of living. I wish I knew that before.
Ever since we were young it's been important to work with diligence, to have patience, to overcome. We must work through our lives without hindering anyone else's. It's something you learn when you grow up.
It's scary until you look up and see that maybe it was all worth it. The pain, the crying, the singing, the laughter. Playing the piano, with that special person. Making new friends. Finding out that one thing that makes you happy at just the thought. Just a simple thing like riding your bike. It's all a part of living. I wish I knew that before.
Without him I would be gone, lost in a sea of damaging thoughts, with no beautiful boy to pull me out. He's a bird who deserves to fly. Even if everything changes.
And that my friends is an important thing to remember. Let it be.