The Day.
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MatureComplete Thu, Jan 28, 20215m
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Self hatred, depression and other things that can trigger many people
"Mom you have too much expectations from me"
She was in the bathroom blade on hold blood dripping from another hand one for making her mum sad second for not making her dad proud third for not fitting in the society...
This was now a daily schedule of the mirror in the bathroom to see her friend say she has changed.
Sure she did
She was now skinny not like her old self
She didn't cry
Skin so pale red lips can't describe
Her Old self would burn out of passion to become a photographer but the society isn't letting her she is more than sad she is depressed anxiety pills on the bed blood on the bathroom floor large hoodies in her closet to hide her insecure body she was like a Sun but now is more like a dark room with no way to enter or escape the aura around her seems cold no one ever dares to pass it to comfort her and tell her she is fine..
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