There's Something Holdin' Me Back - 𝙈𝙧𝙨. 𝙀𝙖𝙩𝙤𝙣💍💗 - Wattpad

There's Something Holdin' Me Back

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"You came?" She said softly, making me spun around and without a second she ran right into my arms. Like she has been waiting for me, for years. 

I held her tightly. The strawberry fragrance from her hair filled my nostrils. I nuzzle my nose in the crook of her neck, the sweet giggle escape her mouth...making my heart melt slowly. 

She broke the hug in a bit before standing on her tiptoe, pressing her lips softly against mine. 

That kiss. 

Not even an actual kiss. I would say just a peck kiss, was enough to make me dash awake with my heart throbbing and my breathes faster than usual.

Was I dreaming AGAIN?

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Hayden Grey, an ordinary guy with a predictable life. He knows what he needs to do next, there's nothing holding him back. 

Until one day, when this girl he never met began to haunt him in his dream, which results in countless sleepless nights.

It gets even worse when he keeps receiving anonymous letter, causing a chain of unknown secrets from the past.

 Making him realise...There's Something Holding Him Back. But what? Come find it out with him. 
 
Genre: Romance, Suspense.
⚠ Warning: Contains Mature Language and Situations!! 

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- all the aesthetics and edits used ahead are mine. And not stolen.All Rights Reserved

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Letting Go by kikipee

Life as she knows it is about to turn upside-down, knocking on her door is death, love and lies. ~~ Victoria's life takes a drastic turn the night her best friend dies in a car accident. Suddenly all she has of her are photos, memories, nightmares and a boy Lily was seeing, Hayden Collins. As she's trying to come to terms with losing Lily, old secrets come out and her once almost perfect life is nothing but. More dangerous that the lies she's being fed by her family, is the feelings evoked by Hayden's meer presence in her life. ~~~~ Hayden had long thought love wasn't in the cards for him after losing the only chance of declaring his love to a girl in highschool. That changes when he meets he girl who stole his heart without knowing at his latest fling's funeral. She's more beautiful than she was when he left for college six years ago, standing in front of him is a woman and she still has his heart beating like before. The only major obstacle is, he was balls deep in her best friend a week ago before she died. ~~ Will the past and grief over Lily's death stand in the way of what could be their only chance at love?

Let Me Explain by yourdaddydearest

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Seven Weeks to Forever (Love / Romance) by JenniferFarwell

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Letting Go

Life as she knows it is about to turn upside-down, knocking on her door is death, love and lies. Victoria's life takes a drastic turn the night her best friend dies in a car accident. Suddenly all she has of her are photos, memories, nightmares and a boy Lily was seeing, Hayden Collins. As she's trying to come to terms with losing Lily, old secrets come out and her once almost perfect life is nothing but. More dangerous that the lies she's being fed by her family, is the feelings evoked by Hayden's meer presence in her life. Hayden had long thought love wasn't in the cards for him after losing the only chance of declaring his love to a girl in highschool. That changes when he meets he girl who stole his heart without knowing at his latest fling's funeral. She's more beautiful than she was when he left for college six years ago, standing in front of him is a woman and she still has his heart beating like before. The only major obstacle is, he was balls deep in her best friend a week ago before she died. Will the past and grief over Lily's death stand in the way of what could be their only chance at love?