Find Your Love (Multiship Story)
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  • Time 1h 12m
Ongoing, First published Jan 28, 2021
This is a ship book so if you don't like SansxSans then I suggest you don't read this



I could feel myself getting lost into my depressive mind. It's getting harder to breathe every second. 

My body is slowly loosing itself into madness, and the tears just won't stop flowing. I want to scream out to the world about my suffering, but I know everyone will turn their backs to me.


*****


He makes me feel something that I've felt only for one other person. 

But I know I can't have him.

He isn't mine. 

"I love you" He says to someone who isn't me. "And I love you too" 


*****


I walked more closer to him with the whip in my hands, my intentions clear as daylight. He whimpered and did his best to make some distance between us. "N-No! P-Ple...ase don't d-do th-is!" He cried out.

He's scared....

He's scared of me


*****


"You're annoying," He says. "And I hate you." I cupped his chin, and lifted his head up, so we were staring at each other's eyes. "You're lying," I said. 

I brought his face closer to mine, just as I had started to lean closer to him.

"Babe? What are you doing?"


*****


"So do you like him?" He questioned, sipping on his smoothie, with a brow bone raised. "Who?" I asked, as I brought mine to my mouth.

"My brother of course," He giggled. "You seem really interested in him." 

No

"Yes"


*****


"What do you want!?" He cried. I smirked, and brought my face closer to his. "You" I said.

"If you didn't hear me last time, I'll say it again," He began. "I. Love. Someone. Else." He thrusts his hand in front of my face, and shows me a golden ring on his finger.


*****


"You wanna hang out sometime?" He says. "What'd you think we're doing right now, tough cookie?" I said. He pouts and hugs my arm while resting his head on my shoulder.

My best friend coughs really loudly, and growls while he hugs my other arm. "You do realise I'm right here too y'know?" He snarls.



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