This is a ship book so if you don't like SansxSans then I suggest you don't read this
I could feel myself getting lost into my depressive mind. It's getting harder to breathe every second.
My body is slowly loosing itself into madness, and the tears just won't stop flowing. I want to scream out to the world about my suffering, but I know everyone will turn their backs to me.
*****
He makes me feel something that I've felt only for one other person.
But I know I can't have him.
He isn't mine.
"I love you" He says to someone who isn't me. "And I love you too"
*****
I walked more closer to him with the whip in my hands, my intentions clear as daylight. He whimpered and did his best to make some distance between us. "N-No! P-Ple...ase don't d-do th-is!" He cried out.
He's scared....
He's scared of me
*****
"You're annoying," He says. "And I hate you." I cupped his chin, and lifted his head up, so we were staring at each other's eyes. "You're lying," I said.
I brought his face closer to mine, just as I had started to lean closer to him.
"Babe? What are you doing?"
*****
"So do you like him?" He questioned, sipping on his smoothie, with a brow bone raised. "Who?" I asked, as I brought mine to my mouth.
"My brother of course," He giggled. "You seem really interested in him."
No
"Yes"
*****
"What do you want!?" He cried. I smirked, and brought my face closer to his. "You" I said.
"If you didn't hear me last time, I'll say it again," He began. "I. Love. Someone. Else." He thrusts his hand in front of my face, and shows me a golden ring on his finger.
*****
"You wanna hang out sometime?" He says. "What'd you think we're doing right now, tough cookie?" I said. He pouts and hugs my arm while resting his head on my shoulder.
My best friend coughs really loudly, and growls while he hugs my other arm. "You do realise I'm right here too y'know?" He snarls.
Crossmare
Errorink
Kreme
Dustberry
Horrorlust
Afterdeath
Kustard
I have always been unlucky with love huh... I'm the 'Unrequited Love Repeater' that's right. It's almost like Cupid himself hates my entire existence.
I met them again.
My failed romance stories. The people who made me learn from my mistake. The people who taught me how to love myself. The people who broke my heart and mend it back.
The people who made my smile brighter. The people who made my heart warm. The people who took pages from my book. Pages of happiness, sadness, anger, and well... past memories.
Nightmare, my childhood friend whom I had always admired when I was young. He loves me but it was the type of love I didn't yearn for.
Killer, the playboy who made me laugh the hardest. I wanted him in my arms but he wanted to be in her arms.
Dust, my bestfriend who I resonate with a lot. Same music taste. Same vibes. Different feelings. He fell in love with my bestfriend.
Error, my 'rival' at academics. I did everything I could to acquire his love. I guess you already know who lost between us.
Horror, my guardian angel. Not literally. Comfort. He gave me comfort. He made me feel special but at that time I was already too tired to even try.
Cross, my online bestfriend. My feelings on him are uncertain. I don't think I'm ready to address that yet.
But after all these years, I still love them. Someday I will be brave enough to mutter the words "I still love you".
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↷I have the rewritten one published! (PLEASE GO READ IT HUHU)
↷DISCONTINUED but hey you might still enjoy it :)
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