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To Have Loved [BxB] Book I ✓

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Moving is never fun, moving into your new stepdad's house because your mom decided to remarry again is even less fun, and being sent away unexpectedly to an unjustifiably expensive boarding school is the least fun of all. Out of all the things that have gone wrong in Kayden's life, the least expected was catching feelings for his rival. Elias Astor is annoying, and cocky, and Kayden can't seem to keep his eyes off of him. As much of an arrogant asshole as he is, Elias somehow makes life in their stuffy boarding school more bearable.

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Home in Nevada [SAMPLE] by m20anderson

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Crossing Lines by coraleigh24

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Tainted Wings by thenameslore

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