I deserve it, don't I?
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TW: implied sexual assault, non-con, self harm, implied sexual abuse, suicidal thoughts, depression, panic attacks
It's been happening ever sense you were 13. Ever sense that day you want to forget. Some days you can barley feel your legs, while other days you feel just fine.
Once it all started you started to push everything and everyone you loved away. Including your twin brother, Tommy.
One day during P.E. You met a small boy who changed your life.
(There will be TW before ever chapter, please stay safe <3)
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