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What could have been.

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Time 6h 10m

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Everyone has a past, for some their past isn't so forgiving. Who they are now is a reflection of who hurt them then. The way they carry themselves, the way they feel and the way they treat others is who they are now because it wasn't enough to protect them from who they were then.

Sienna Moore is in her second year of college. Having had a terrible introduction to college in her first year, she now has a lot of making up to do. She plans to get through the next few years with a heap of studying, Library visits and a lot of coffee. 

The one thing that has been completely banned from Sienna's agenda is boyfriends...no relationships equals no distractions.  

The only fault in her perfect plan is Cole, she didn't plan for him, not one bit nor could she have ever imagined what would follow from meeting him.All Rights Reserved

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𝐈 𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐰𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐛𝐞 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 by mmjayoh

𝐓𝐞𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐉. 𝐖𝐚𝐥𝐬𝐡 wasn't actually born in Tennessee. He grew up forty miles south of the border, in a Mississippi river-town. He lived with his mother in a one-bedroom house that flooded every time the river swelled. I lived two doors down, kind of like I do now. ⋆.˚⭒.˚ ⋆⭒˚｡⋆ 𝐕𝐢𝐨𝐥𝐞𝐭 begins her junior year at University the same way she did the year before, rooming with her best friend, Frankie and dating the star baseball player. But this year, there are new students living down the hall; one of which, Violet recognizes as her childhood friend, Tenny. His presence reminds her of a life she tried to forget. Through trials and triumphs, Violet recalls her past: the good and the bad, and she realizes some things were never meant to stay buried. 𝐓𝐖: 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐬 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐬 [𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐮𝐚𝐠𝐞, 𝐚𝐝𝐝𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧, 𝐚𝐛𝐮𝐬𝐞, 𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐮𝐦𝐚, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐬] ⚠️

Living With The Bad Boy [COMPLETE][VERSION ONE] by lemonzest13

[COMPLETE] ------How do you stay away from someone you live in the same house with?------ Sienna Brown isn't popular. She's never been to a high-school party, gotten drunk, or gotten a grade lower than an A. In high school hierarchy, Sienna is practically invisible. Her main goals in life are getting the hell out of Virginia, going to college, and definitely not falling for Jase Turner, all-star lacrosse player and the biggest jerk in school. Until now. When Sienna's mom loses her job and they're suddenly forced to move into the Turners' house as an act of generosity, Sienna vows never to fall for Jase and his charms. However, as she soon discovers, everyone keeps secrets... and sometimes the people you have perfectly type-cast end up being the ones you know least of all. Highest ranking: #1 in undiscovered gems 5/14/2020

Fall Here by TaraMicki

Sienna was not your typical popular kid. She thought a new adventure awaited her after graduation. She wouldn't know how right she was. After couple tragic events , her life is shattered. Can she overcome the barriers she placed to find herself, love and live in happiness?

If You Love Me by slybatspidow

"If you love me, you won't leave me." Jessie has believed those words from her boyfriend, Josh, since senior year of high school. She loves him and doesn't want to leave him. Not even when he shouts at her and hits her. Jessie's best friend, Kolleen, can't stand seeing her in that situation. With a bit of convincing - and the worst beating she'd ever received - Jessie agrees to move into an apartment with Kolleen. But not long after, Jessie is scared the worst of her nightmares will soon become a reality. Josh goes missing, and suddenly Jessie would swear she's being followed. One night changes everything, and one person soon changes Jessie's outlook. A responding officer from that fateful night begins to seek her out, at first claiming it's part of his job. As she spends time with her new friend outside of his job, she starts realizing that her feelings are evolving. After being abused for over a year, Jessie is terrified she's falling in love. What's even more terrifying is that he might be, too. She isn't ready for love. Not yet. She makes up her mind that if he is falling, and if he does love her, he'll wait for her to be ready, and if she loves him, she won't let herself hurt him. Can the words that used to cage her in really be the key to her freedom? --- Featured On: @NA: Take a seat and let it be | Mature Content and 18+ reading list @NA: You deserve the world | Mental Health reading list Ambys Top Picks New Adult 2023

The Aid by funkystyles

❝In sickness and in health, to love and to cherish...❞ Unfortunately, Evie and Harry had to start with sickness and annoyance as the only emotion. Evie Stanton grew up playing the bass and dreaming of her own art exhibition before a fateful winter night hurled her into adulthood at the age of eighteen. Two years later and 150 miles farther from home, the former wild child hasn't let her past bring her down and does her best with what she's learned from it - be there for others as much as possible. Harry Moran's life seemed perfect - great family, beautiful girlfriend, good looks and athleticism that brought him popularity at college. What no one could see behind his charm and sense of humor was a middle child who kept all of his problems to himself, going as far as putting his own life in danger after a heartbreaking diagnosis, so as not to be a burden to anyone around him. And then, the two meet. Art meets sports, heavy metal meets alternative rock, but more than anything, stubborn meets stubborn. Big-city girl with a savior complex meets small-town boy who simply refuses to be taken care of. Unstoppable force from Manhattan meets immovable object that has come to get on her nerves all the way from Colorado, and what better way to deal with it than to make her life all about saving his? // TW: serious illness, strong language, alcohol, mentions of substance abuse

My Online Love. by skipow

Love is the strangest thing, it never happens when you want it too. It almost never happens with who you always thought it would. The world is becoming so reliant of technology that meeting someone online and falling in love isn't that taboo anymore. At least not for Spencer. Spencer has always been the girl everyone looks past, she's not the best dressed or the most popular. And by no means the prettiest. She has funky glasses, has never waxed her eye brows and doesn't know how to do her hair or makeup. She's a tragedy of a girl. But that's what happens when you don't have a mother figure in your life. Where else is she going to find love than online? When her best friend Maddeline steps in and gives Spencer, and her closet a new makeover will she finally find someone to love her? Or will they only be interested in the riches she inherits in a rather untimely death?

Out of Time by LaurenFemM

Not only has Paige survived her first semester of college, she's thrived. With a new group of friends, top grades, and an interminable confidence, she deserves a night to let loose. Eugene has also continued to succeed academically, as always, but is still on the outside looking in, yearning for that stereotypically perfect college experience. All he needs is one perfectly planned coincidental encounter to break into Max's friend group and finally live the life he's dreamed of. Cooper is loving college. He's popular, the center of attention, and most importantly, he's no longer living at home. But as winter break looms ever nearer, he's desperate for one more night where he can hold onto his newfound freedom and control. At the final party before winter break, they each get what they've been longing for. That's also when everything falls apart. Chapters are published every Sunday morning (with the occasional extra chapter during the week). ***Content warning: Rated mature due to scenes displaying abuse***

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COMPLETED. Sienna Grace is going into her third year of university with only her boyfriend by her side. She's reeling from the loss of her best friend, Ethan, in a car accident that summer, and if that wasn't bad enough, she has to deal with the guilt that comes from knowing that Ethan got drunk at that bar because he was nursing the heart that she broke. Sienna's social support network is waning thin: Her boyfriend Josh, whom Ethan never really liked, is more distant than usual. At work, there's Liam, who's way too friendly and Maggie, who's not friendly at all. It appears that it's going to be a lonely year for Sienna until her Monday morning English lecture. There she meets Hayden Strong and she can't help but be envious of his carefree attitude and charm, to which she's not immune. Despite his blatant flirting, Hayden insists that they only be friends, and that's not just because Josh is still in the picture. As her relationship falls apart, Sienna realizes that she wants Hayden. She's just not sure that she needs him. As Sienna and Hayden spend more time together, they'll be forced to wonder if a broken heart can still beat.

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𝐈 𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐰𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐛𝐞 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 cover

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𝐈 𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐰𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐛𝐞 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬

𝐓𝐞𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐉. 𝐖𝐚𝐥𝐬𝐡 wasn't actually born in Tennessee. He grew up forty miles south of the border, in a Mississippi river-town. He lived with his mother in a one-bedroom house that flooded every time the river swelled. I lived two doors down, kind of like I do now. ⋆.˚⭒.˚ ⋆⭒˚｡⋆ 𝐕𝐢𝐨𝐥𝐞𝐭 begins her junior year at University the same way she did the year before, rooming with her best friend, Frankie and dating the star baseball player. But this year, there are new students living down the hall; one of which, Violet recognizes as her childhood friend, Tenny. His presence reminds her of a life she tried to forget. Through trials and triumphs, Violet recalls her past: the good and the bad, and she realizes some things were never meant to stay buried. 𝐓𝐖: 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐬 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐬 [𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐮𝐚𝐠𝐞, 𝐚𝐝𝐝𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧, 𝐚𝐛𝐮𝐬𝐞, 𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐮𝐦𝐚, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐬] ⚠️