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The Story Of Pills And Starvation

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Reads 381
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Parts 22
Time 2h 52m

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⚠️TRIGGER WARNINGS⚠️ The list of them will be in story. 

Archer has a condition that he doesn't want to let control him but that's exactly what it has been doing all his life. When he starts to feel the weight, he meets Ellio when he walks into the skate shop he works in and thinks, maybe he can finally take hold of his own life for once. 

Ellio doesn't know if he can handle much more. With just graduating from college, finding a job, dealing with the past, and being in recovery, he feels worse than usual but maybe this new guy could change his view on a few things. 

They both have their problems, but this is mostly
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