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The Story Of Pills And Starvation

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Time 2h 52m

Reads 381
Votes 16
Parts 22
Time 2h 52m

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addition angst bl depression drama drugaddiction eatingdisorder illness lgbt mlm recovery romance skateboarding youngadult

⚠️TRIGGER WARNINGS⚠️ The list of them will be in story. 

Archer has a condition that he doesn't want to let control him but that's exactly what it has been doing all his life. When he starts to feel the weight, he meets Ellio when he walks into the skate shop he works in and thinks, maybe he can finally take hold of his own life for once. 

Ellio doesn't know if he can handle much more. With just graduating from college, finding a job, dealing with the past, and being in recovery, he feels worse than usual but maybe this new guy could change his view on a few things. 

They both have their problems, but this is mostly
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I Used To Be

When Anna is accepted into the prestigious Virginia Academy of Ballet, it looks like all of her dreams are going to come true. Anna's dance training, however, is complicated by the fact that she is struggling desperately to survive being a person she doesn't want to be. The one thing she is clear about is that she wants to be the perfect, thin ballet dancer. The more weight she loses, the less she cares about anything else, and that's just the way she wants it. This, she finds, is a much more attainable goal than the other, especially when she meets Isabelle. Isabelle Knight, a young ballet teacher and former professional ballet dancer, causes Anna's entire conception of herself to unravel, as does her physical and mental health. Meanwhile, Anna's situation at home with her alcoholic father, provides a constant trigger for her increasingly self-destructive behavior.