"I'm dead yet I can still breath, feel and do the things a living human can do. I only have 4months to keep my life going. I want to survive on the day that I will die and I need to remember my past life. But how can I survive in 4months without dying? If many devils want me.. they want my soul; our soul. So how? Who would help me? I'm hopeless," Winter/Cynthia.