To Learn To Live [A Hermitcraft AU]

What would you do if everything you used to know and love fell apart right before your eyes?
Thrown into a new reality you didn't know nor wished to.

Sounds like a nightmare right?

Well, lucky me. This is my reality.
I get to live in constant fear and anxiety for those I wish to protect. I get to deal with having new abilities that only tie me down, dragging me further until I can no longer breath.

Could I ever learn to control my new and foreign power?
Could I ever run at this new change with open arms?
Could I ever even gain enough strength to carry on?

All I know is I've learned how to lie. I've learned how to love, and know how to cry.
I've been taught how to laugh, and I know how to give. But could I ever understand..

To Learn to Live.

//Trigger Warnings//

Blood.
Self-harm.
Violence.
Intense gore.
Tourture.
Insanity.
Sickness.
Possibly death.
Angst (don't know if this counts : )

Proceed with caution, and have a lovely time reading<3