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Reads 27,221
Votes 718
Parts 40
Time 11h 17m

saltinecrackers19

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i hated him with every single drop of blood in my body.
he loved me with every single drop of blood in his body.
i was hell.
and he was living in it.

y/n's life and future vanished underneath her suddenly. so did her friends. then, magically, a boy appears and it's like she was saved. until he vanished too. a few years later, she sees him again. she wants to hate him. she needs to hate him. but she doesn't. will she ever forgive him and give him another chance?

tw: language, mention of anxiety, mention of depression, self-harm, mention of sa

cover made by me :D

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