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Yearn For Agony // Billie Eilish

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Time 5h 47m

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In the midst of dealing with a plethora of things, ranging from something as serious as an eating disorder to AP physics, Leilani Carter is forced to introduce herself to Billie O'connell.

Memories from her past has left Billie with permanent caution tape around her heart. The dark gray-haired girl tends to do her own thing, subconsciously isolating herself from the rest of the world.

Despite countless efforts, no one has been able to figure her out and Billie likes it that way-


That is, until she meets Leilani.

The pair possessed undeniable chemistry that simply cannot be ignored no matter how hard they tried.

Brought together by chance, they become, just two people, taking it one step at a time, trying to help the other heal...All Rights Reserved

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june and billie aren't quite lovers, but they aren't quite friends either. they're what some would consider a situationship, and june's friends tell her she should get cut it off as soon as possible. they tell her that casual love can have the most heartwrenching pain. but june and billie aren't casual. june and billie are anything but casual. and even if they were, june couldn't bring herself to care about the pain it may bring her. she had billie by her side, and that was all that mattered. billie eilish x oc g x g. lowercase intended. hmhas era.

LEARNING // B.E by billieachess

"just be patient. we're both learning." ============================== lowercase intended ============================== started: 12/2/2021 ended: 1/7/2022 ============================== achieved: 🏅 #1 in #billieeilish 2/9/2022

Bruised Black & Blue // Billie Eilish by s1ncerelyours

Rowan, a girl of a coy and passive nature, did not expect to be flung into someone else's life so abruptly- and graphically at that. It could have been anyone, but for a reason unknown to her, the universe chose her. The life she stepped into belonged to another girl, that to Rowan's dismay, was unaware of how prized of a possession she truly was. She did not value every breath she took or even the supple skin on her body. But her helpless soul was not to blame. Billie struggled with a list of issues doctors of all kinds were unable to diagnose. Everyday was a fight against her conscience and she feared, a day would come in which she would lose. In a way, the pair were star-crossed. Rowan knew the severity of Billie's situation and her undeniable inability to be helped, but still, she could never forgive herself if she had turned a blind eye and walked away after that single, dark and rainy night. She often questioned whether or not her actions were fueled by an honorable sense of selflessness or its much more complicated counterpart- selfishness.

Through the Lens of You | Billie Eilish fanfic by aikahann

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we shouldn't by tomakeyoumyartt

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When Billie makes a fake account on a dating app as a joke, she finds a girl who captures her interest; Carter Lee. Carter has a hard exterior and seems intimidating but is actually struggling with her past and family issues as she is currently responsible for her niece. See how Billie and Carter's 'friendship' blooms. This book contains smut 🤫 Billie is mostly bottom/switch Billie is blonde in this book! Achieved: 🥇 in billieeilish 🥇 in Eilish 🥈 in billieeilishsmut

Void // Billie Eilish by bisexauI

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Out Of My League by lonescenes

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