Yearn For Agony // Billie Eilish
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  • Reads 412,261
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  • Parts 42
  • Time 5h 47m
s1ncerelyours
Complete, First published Jan 31, 2021
Mature
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In the midst of dealing with a plethora of things, ranging from something as serious as an eating disorder to AP physics, Leilani Carter is forced to introduce herself to Billie O'connell.

Memories from her past has left Billie with permanent caution tape around her heart. The dark gray-haired girl tends to do her own thing, subconsciously isolating herself from the rest of the world.

Despite countless efforts, no one has been able to figure her out and Billie likes it that way-


That is, until she meets Leilani.

The pair possessed undeniable chemistry that simply cannot be ignored no matter how hard they tried.

Brought together by chance, they become, just two people, taking it one step at a time, trying to help the other heal...
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