Yearn For Agony // Billie Eilish
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  • Parts 42
  • Time 5h 47m
s1ncerelyours
Complete, First published Jan 31, 2021
Mature
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In the midst of dealing with a plethora of things, ranging from something as serious as an eating disorder to AP physics, Leilani Carter is forced to introduce herself to Billie O'connell.

Memories from her past has left Billie with permanent caution tape around her heart. The dark gray-haired girl tends to do her own thing, subconsciously isolating herself from the rest of the world.

Despite countless efforts, no one has been able to figure her out and Billie likes it that way-


That is, until she meets Leilani.

The pair possessed undeniable chemistry that simply cannot be ignored no matter how hard they tried.

Brought together by chance, they become, just two people, taking it one step at a time, trying to help the other heal...
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june and billie aren't quite lovers, but they aren't quite friends either. they're what some would consider a situationship, and june's friends tell her she should get cut it off as soon as possible. they tell her that casual love can have the most heartwrenching pain. but june and billie aren't casual. june and billie are anything but casual. and even if they were, june couldn't bring herself to care about the pain it may bring her. she had billie by her side, and that was all that mattered. billie eilish x oc g x g. lowercase intended. hmhas era.

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