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Why Am I..

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This story comes with a massive TW. It has mention of self harm, situational eating disorders, rape, and suicide. Please read with caution. I will put trigger warnings at the beginning of each chapter that needs them. 

Jaxson is a 17 year old bisexual male that is struggling with identity and loving his own body. His boyfriend Riley is trying to help him the best he can. Will Riley succeed or will Jaxson end up in the hospital to help with the mental illness?All Rights Reserved

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