Never Beaten
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His eye's pierced my dreams every night. Who is he, I may never know. Not truly anyway. I know only what he portrays.
His features puzzling me. I lay in bed picturing the face that haunts my dreams the dark brown eyes, guarding his soul refusing anyone in. The chiselled scared face. The sense of danger of being to close to his 6ft frame.
I imagine running my finger, around his face. The face that had burnt itself into my brain, along with the way he feels. He was the devil in disguise.
His name was Nathan Lloyd Miller. He was 24 years old. He's a demon, my demon. The reason for the nightmares that plagued my mind. I truly believed and held the conviction that I would never be broken. Not like this.
No matter how hard he tried.
In my mind its all my fault. I was told story's about him, I was mesmerized, I went out my way to find him. The bad boy. Why was I drawn to the bad boys.
Layne Williams is a 17 year old who has suffered with mental health all her life. Affecting every day decisions as well as he social life. One day she hears about a guy called Nathan Miller and she is drawn to him. She finds him out and is instantly attracted to him. What she doesn't realise when she went to him she would begin a battle for her life.
WARNING!! This book is for mature audiences only. This book is about Mental Health and Domestic Violence and Other Adult Themes please read at your own discretion.
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